Forbidden Love (sebaciel)

The Demons Past

I almost put the bowl to my lips when Sebastian walked over to me and stopped me.

"Allow me to taste it for you, My Lord." He gave me a warning look.

I held the bowl out to him and he tasted it. Then took it out of my hands and set it on the table.

"Hey that was for Ciel!"

"Are you saying you intend on poisoning my young master?" He said and walked back over to me.

"Elizabeth? Why would you-"

"I DIDN'T KNOW!  I JUST GOT IT FROM THIS LADY IN TOWN!" she squealed and started to cry.

"You didn't eat or drink any of that soup, did you?" Sebby whispered.

I shook my head and grabbed his hand, forgetting Elizabeth was here and made him lean down to me.

"CIEL I'M SO SORRY!" She Inturupted.

I sighed and turned my attention to her for the moment. "It's alright, Lizzy." I said and coughed. "Just go back to home to your mother so you don't get sick."

Am I getting soft?

She nodded and ran out of the manor, as if she were hurt emotionally.

I sighed and laid back down on my bed, staring at the soup. "What was in it?"

"Rat poison." He picked up the bowl and threw it out the window.

"Sebby?"

"Yes, kitten?"

"Can you get me a book from the library?" I asked smiling adorably.

"Anything for you." He said and kissed my forehead. 

I began thinking of the past, how things were before my parents death and how they are now.

I wonder what Sebby's past was like..

When he came back with a book, I laid down on my stomach on my bed and he laid with me.

"Hey Sebby?"

"Yes?"

"If you don't mind me asking, What was your past like?" I asked somewhat hesitantly.

"I wouldn't want you to scare of me, but if you want to know, then I will tell you." He said, looking down as if he were ashamed of his past.

I stayed silent, not knowing whether I want to know or not.

"It would be best you do know."

I simply nodded and curled up next to him, unable to speak, only listen.

"When I was young, I lived in a decent house and I had a father who hated every last one of his children. There was me, my sister Raven, and my brother Thomas. My mother was pregnant with our little sibling, and cared for us as a mother. But our father was abusive, towards all of us, even my mother. If we did something right, we would get a slap on the back of the head and if we did something wrong.."

He cut off and sighed.

"He would lash us with whips for the horses, burn our backs with metal rods, and things relatable as such. But even worse, he would rape little children in front of us and say we were next if we didn't behave. The only one to get raped was my poor sister Raven for trying to run away. When she became pregnant, he beat her to death."

I saw a tear run down the side of his face and tried to wipe it off, but he looked away.

"Then my brother was beat to death, followed by my mother and our unborn sibling. I was next, but I was so mad at him. I made a deal with a demon. He could have the part of my soul he craved if he turned me into a demon, so I could make my father suffer in a ways much worse than he did any of us. I would lock him in the basement and day by day, I would slowly chop off one of his arms or legs until came the point to where I would just kill him, and eat his horrific soul. And it felt good to do it. I'm a monster, Ciel. You deserve so much better than this."

He was crying now, tears flowing from his eyes.

I hugged his head to my chest and tried to comfort him. "That was in the past, Sebastian. And don't think that. You're perfect to me. You have obviously changed." I caressed his hair and made him look me in the eye. "I love you, Sebby. Nothing can change that, not the past, not the present and sure as hell not the future." I tried to smile, but seeing him like this makes it hard for me to.

"I love you too, kitten." He tried to force a smile too but was failing.

I caressed his cheek and kissed him softly. Trying to think of ways to get his mind off his past. After a few moments of kissing, I pulled away and hugged him again.

And I thought I had a tragic past. Mine wasn't half as ad as his was.

"Sebby?" I sniffed from crying with him. It's hard not to cry when you see him cry.

"Yes kitten?" He asked, looking up at me,  and allowing me to wipe his tears away.

"Take a walk outside with me?" I asked with a gentle smile.

"Of course." He said, and followed me down the halls and to the garden.

We walked through the garden, fingers intertwined, palms kissing, and the cool air starting to set in. I started shivering then Sebby put his tail coat around me.

"Would you like some hot chocolate?" I nodded and he bowed and went inside to make the hot chocolate while I continued walking, and getting lost in the garden maze. I felt a drop of what felt like water on my hand, and sure enough, it started raining.

Just my luck.

( Sorry about the short chapter but I'm really tired. But I promise I will try to update daily whether it's once, twice, or thrice a day. Cx anywho. Nini peoples. KEEP BEING AMAZING!!! )