My Bluebird (2d x murdoc)

Chapter 8: You sure?

*****slight smut and a little bit of fluff*****

2d's pov:

I felt my body get colder as the covers fell off of me. in an attempt to pick them off the floor, I kept my eyes closed and felt around the bed. I grabbed a piece of fabric thinking it was the blanket that had fallen off of me, not too long after that, a body came crashing over me. I yelped and sat up as quick as I could. "I knew you wanted me stu but have some dignity" the familiar voice purred as my eyes adjusted to the darkness "murdoc?" I question and eventually felt his long fingernails trace my hip bone. "oh uhm murdoc are y-" I stopped as I felt a finger lay on my lips "sh sh shhhh it's okay stu... I'll take good care of you." murdoc lunged himself at me. I lay on the bed while he straddled me, each one of his thighs on either side of my waist. His hands laid on my chest and he started grinding on my now aroused member. I felt a hand push my head into my pillow and the other grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above me, leaving me virtually immobile.

"stuart, do you want me to fill you up?" murdoc asked me. I stumbled over my words before finally letting them come out "m-mudz what-" he moaned, cutting off my sentence. "oh f-fuck dents. say that again" he ground against my pelvis harder "murdoc can you get off me.." I hesitated. He did as I said and yelled. "did I say you could call me murdoc?" he let go of my hands and face and put his now free hands on his eyes while slumping over on the space next to me. I heard light sobs. What the hell just happened. I was finally able to turn on the lights and saw murdoc, crying into his hands.

"is this not...what you wanted?" He said in between sobs. It was... but not like this. I contemplated saying it but I asked a more broad question instead "what's wrong mudz?" I rested my hand on the small of his back which made him perk up a little more. "I don't know dents. I just... I don't know" he raised his face from his now damp hands. We made eye contact before quickly looking away. I rested my head on him. He grabbed my wrist forcefully. I was scared. murdoc was unpredictable and I never knew when things would work in my favor. At any time he could snap and I'd lay there, used once again. To my surprise, he just stared at me for while before grabbing my other limp hand that rested near my body.

I didn't know what would happen if I resisted, and I didn't want to find out, so I walked with him as he led me to junk car that was parked behind the house. "she's a fixer upper but I think she still works like a charm" he said, stumbling onto the hood of the car. He was wiping his eyes. I could see he was still in a bad mood but I didn't question anything. Out loud anyway. "whadduya say my sweet boy... take u for a ride?"

murdoc's pov:

I was 100% still drunk but I wanted the night to be fun as I had just made it very awkward moments ago. I slapped the hood of the car and gestured 2d to the passenger seat. "c'mon dents. like old times" I pouted. The singer was very uncomfortable and made mumbling noises before stepping back and saying something I could barely make out. "speak up dents, I can't hear you" I said in a loud voice, not realizing how loud it actually was. My voice caused 2d to flinch. It pained me to see him like this "dents I... just tell me" I said, holding my hand out.

2d looked at me with watery eyes "you're drunk murdoc... i-i'm not sure I wanna be in a car with you right now" He hesitated before almost every word. I felt rejected. He didn't want me. I was a mess so... who would? How could I blame him? I quickly pulled out my phone and ordered a cab.

We sat side by side in the car, he was quiet, hung his head low and his knees were tucked to his chest. I reached out to put my hand on his shoulder but quickly pulled back. I didn't want the singer to be more anymore stunned than he already was. My blue bird was fragile and any sudden movements could send him running away. A few minutes passed with us sitting in silence before arriving to the destination. "here we are blue bird!" I yelled while throwing money at the cab driver and frantically flung open the car door. I didn't count how much money I threw but i'm sure it was enough. 2d seemed hesitant but opened his side of the door and hopped out nonetheless. "f- fank you" he said to the cab driver. He always sounded apologetic when he did things with me. Like he was excusing my bad behavior.

"c'mon dents!" I yelped as I flung the doors to the diner open "this is my favorite spot. You see, i'm what they call a 'regular" I said while putting the word regular in quotations "well if you call a customer who never pays, a regular" I laughed, he gave me a weak smile and sat in one of the booths. "so wadduya want 2d?" I looked up at him as he analyzed the menu. "w-well... what will you let me get?" he said while giving me the most innocent look. I could get his lost in his eyes if I wanted to. what's the matter with me?

"dents, get whatever you like" I said while extending both arms over the back of the booth seat. moments passed before shoving my hand in my pocket. I counted my money under the table before realizing I gave most of it to the cab driver. Bollocks. "can I get this?" he pointed to a special. 2 pancakes, strawberries, whipped cream, and a peppermint tea. The numbers next to it stood out to me. $6.27. I had just enough to pay for it.

A smirk fell on my face. "you sure you'll finish that, luv?" he nodded and a smile of accomplishment grew on his face before I could say okay, he knew I couldn't say no to him. Even though I had, multiple times before. let me rephrase... he DIDN'T know I never wanted to say no to him, even when I did.