.°The angel that I used to know°.Denki Kaminari x depressed reader°Hanahaki AU

Ch.4-Worst

(Quick A/n:You have already moved in the dorms)

.°Y/n PoV°.
It has been 3 weeks since I discovered that I have hanahaki disease.I haven't told anyone and I won't.I talked whit a doctor and he said that I have only 2 more months of living unless I don't have a surgical removal or my crush confesses and kisses me.But if I'll get a surgery I will forget about Denki.And I don't want to forget all of our memories...I don't want to forget about him.So it seems like I will die.For the past days I have been more...distant.I haven't really talked whit my friends and especially Denki I would usually go on the roof of the school where no one can see me.I don't want them to be sad.Right now I was walking out of my class and I was going to the dorms.I tried not to catch anyones attention.After a few minutes I arrived at the dorms and surprisingly I was the first one there.That was kind of suspicious...I saw the others in front of me.I decided to ignore that.As I walked to my dorm I started coughing so I rushed into my dorm lock the door and go to the bathroom.Even more flower petals were now on the ground and everything was covered in blood.I clean up and started to think how can I make my classmates hate me.But as I was sitting on my bed I heard two voices softly whispering in front of my door.I silently got off my bed and I was heading to the door.Once I was in front of it I could perfectly hear what they were talking."She is making me worried..."I instantly recognized that soft worried voice."I know Mina...I hope she's okay."Responded Kirishima I think they were talking about me...?"She didn't even bother to come eat dinner!"Has whispered shouted the worried alien."Let's just ask her if she wants to eat something."And after that sentence I heard a soft knock at my door."I wait a few seconds and open the door."H-hey Y/n..."Said Mina trying to remain calm."Hey Mina!"I said trying to make her think I'm fine.They both look at each other whit a confused look."We were wondering if you want to eat dinner?" I tryed my best to fake a smile even though my hair color was a pastel blue "I'll eat later cause I'm not really that hungry right now" They seem to be fooled and both smile in relief. "Bye!"I said and closed the door.And after that I realized that it was impossible to make them hate me.No mather how much I was going to try and avoid them I would just make everything worst.

*time skip*

It has been almost 3 hours since Kiri and Mina comed to see me and everyone seems to be asleep.I decided to go on the roof where I can get some fresh air.I silently walk to the entrance of the roof top.The stars were shining so bright and the sound of the silence was making things more calming.After a few minutes of looking at the stars I start coughing again but this time there was no blood...only flowers.

.°Denki PoV°.
I was in my room trying to sleep but I can't.After a few minutes I hear some foot steps.I got out of my room and followed the sound to the...roof?After I find a good hiding spot so the person can't see me I try to see who was here.I struggled a lot to not make any sounds.I looked in front of me and I see Y/n.She has been ignoring me for some reason.I took a moment to just stare at how beautiful she is.But suddenly she started coughing...Is she having a cold?When she took her hands from her mouth realization hit me.She didn't have a cold...She was having a disease.In her hands were some yellow flower petals.And then she mumbled something.It took me a few minutes to understand what she said.But then everything made sense."Only 2 more months..." She had only 2 more months to live unless her crush wss going to confess to her and kiss her.Tears were now on my checks and whiteout thinking I walked behind her and pinned her to the wall behind me."Y/n..."Was all that I could whisper because of the tears that were running on my checks...