I have my boyfriend for almost 4 years. He's the one who cared for me since my parents passed away. He's the man that all I'd asked. He is a good boy as he is. We're so strong as a couple and no one can ever destroy our love for each other.
Until his twin brother came, he's totally opposite to my boyfriend, Lance. He's always pissing me off. He's the most annoying guy that I've ever known.
Until one day, Lance became so elusive to me. I can just see him sometimes. Then one time, he told me that he needs to go to U.S to do some important matters. I don't have a choice, but to let him go.
While Lance were not around. I'm always with Larkspur, his twin brother. Even though I don't want to, he's always following me wherever I go. But one day, I noticed that he's not doing something bad on me, anymore. But still, he's always teasing me whenever he likes.
He became caring, and sometimes sweet. And I don't know why. Then he just said something, that I didn't expect.
"Azel, I like you. I really really like you, no I mean I love you. I know it's wrong, but what can I do? I can't stop my fucking feelings for you."
I'm shocked. I don't know what to do. I started to cry.
"N-no, Larkspur. You can't,"
"Fuck, Azel, I can't? How I wish I really can't. I'm not numb. I still have a damn feelings. I can love, too."
Even I don't want to say it, I need to do. Because it's wrong. It's so wrong...
"It can't be. Yes, you did. You love me, but I cant. I love your brother so much. I-i don't love you, Larkspur. I'm sorry..."
After seeing his tears started to fall down to his cheeks, I started to walked away.
Why am I hurting like this? It hurts. A lot.
2 months had passed, and I didn't saw Larkspur anymore. I'm looking for him daily, but I didn't saw him again. I wanted to say sorry. And I want to say that... I realized something. I'm inlove with him. I know it's wrong but, I can't do anything about it. Even Lance didn't show himself to me for almost 4 months. I can't contact him, too. I wanted to say to him the truth.
One day, Lance showed up.
"B-baby, I'm back." he said while crying.
I can't utter a word. What am I going to say to him? I don't know.
"I-it's good."
"I missed you so much," he hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry if I didn't contact you for the passed 4 months. I just did something important, very important." then his tears fell down to his cheeks again.
"W-why are you crying?"
"I-I need to say something to you. I went to US because I have a heart disease, and I'm dying. I went there to find a heart donor for me, and l-luckily, I found one already." he burst out into tears and hugged me. "... and it's my twin."
After 2 years
"Hey, baby Azel, how are you?" Lance hugged me tightly.
"Nothing's change. As usual, can't still move on to your bad boy twin brother."
"Don't be sad, I'm always here for you. Right, bestfriend?"
Yes, he's now my one and only bestfriend.
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A/N: Sorry for the typos and errors, guys. Mwa! I-edit ko pa 'to.0
