Abusive~ A Luke Hemmings story

"A gift for sparing my life."

" Rise and shine faggot!"

I groaned and the first thing I see is Nova in my face smiling.

"Go away peasant, leave the queen here to rest." She knows not to bother me when I'm sleeping, I'm either sassy, or my inner beast comes out.

"But I made pancakes.." Nova said quietly sparing my eardrums. In a heart beat, I ran right pass Nova down the stairs almost dying in the process of it, and right into the kitchen where I can smell the heavens.

I hear foot steps shortly after I made myself a stack of pancakes finishing off with some butter and a gallon of maple syrup.

"Wow, that was easy. You usually act like a bear forced out of hibernation when anyone tries to wake you up. Remember what happened with Kate?" Nova said smirking walking down the stairs.

Memories of that girls night pops into mind. Nova, Kate and I were at Novs house having a slumber party. It was a typical girl party with movies, drinks, blaring music, and gossip. We all stayed up pretty late drinking and gossiping til the point of us passing out. Kate and Nova had less drinks than me so their hangover went away soon after they woke up. From what I heard, Kate thought it would be funny if she poured ice cold water on my face, until it happened. Right when the water had contact with my face, I was steaming like a potato. Chasing the bitch down so I could have my revenge, she was a bit faster than me but not as much, seeing that chasing her isn't doing anything, I leaped onto of her making her legs collapse and her finger breaking in the process of her body failing to hold the sudden weight.

I smile appeared onto my face thinking of that night, it's one of those nights you can't forget.
"Shut up, I need you well to be my humble cook," I said shoving a mouthful of warm delicious pancakes into my mouth. "Thanks for the pancakes by the way, I owe you."

"Nah, don't worry about it. A gift for sparing my life." We both started to laugh and continue to eat the pancakes.

I decided to stay at her place for a bit to chat about almost everything possible. We've been close since the day we met.

She came in grade 2 and at first we didn't notice each other, then when our teacher instructed for us to put our bags away, I came back to see her sitting in my spot. I basically told her to boot it, but felt bad after so I went up to her and made her sit in the seat in front of me. We clicked right that moment. I'm kinda glad I felt bad for being a bitch.

An hour or so after, I decided to go back to Luke. " I should go now babe, thanks for everything." Giving her a massive hugs walked towards the door.

"Text me when your home alright?" I turned and smiled at the girl who seen me at my worst just 12 hours ago. Jumping into my car, I turned on the radio and Try by Colbie Caillet was playing.

Hearing this song brought back memories, this was the song me and Luke danced to at prom.. Going back in time, I can't think of a situation that explains why he's acting like this. We've been together for 6 months, if he wasn't happy, he could of just left rather than take his anger all on me for no apparent reason.

Does he not love me anymore..No, he loves still I can guaranteed this. Can I? What if he's just still with me because he doesn't want to be alone. Luke's not like that, he'd tell me if he felt something different between us. Is he cheating on me?!? What if I'm not good enough for him so he's hooking up with a slutty blonde to satisfy his needs. Me and Luke never had sex, I wasn't ready to and he understood that, I love Luke but I didn't think I was mentally ready. The farthest we've gone was me giving Luke a hand job on our 4 month anniversary. I snapped out of my trance by someone honking their horn behind me.

Stop thinking about shit...you're driving. I mentally tell myself over and over again. I swear if my thoughts won't kill me on the way home, a car accident will.

Driving back to mine and Luke's place, I was anxious to see how he would react to seeing me. Would he embrace me into a hug saying that he missed me? Or would he yell and blame things on me for the way he acted. Turning onto our street, I see our white average house with Luke's car in the drive way. From the outside, our house looks like a posh family's home, the inside..not so much. Parking my car, I quickly texted Nova that I was safely home then exiting my vehicle.

I took out the keys to the house and turn it slowly trying to be as quiet as possible. When the door opened, it looks like no one was home. Where did Luke go, it's not like him to go anywhere at 1 in the afternoon. Quietly walking upstairs I started getting nervous. Seeing that the house looks stranded, a knot started to build in my stomach. Hoping nothing has happened to him when I was gone. I decided to do a quick scan of every room in our house, all of them were empty, the only room I didn't check yet was our bedroom, when I opened the door, there slept my boyfriend. His body stretched covering most of the bed, and his hair looks like a lions mane. He looks so at peace when he's asleep, it's honestly adorable. Tiptoeing into the room to put away my belongings, I hear his faint quiet snores leaving his mouth, I couldn't help but smile and adore him a little ignoring the millions of thoughts swimming in my brain. I don't want to wake him so I quickly left the room, shutting the door on the way out.

Since Luke is asleep, I didn't want to do anything inside the house that could wake him. So I went to get a book and an Arizona from the fridge, bringing them into our backyard with me to relax. Pulling out my favourite book of all times, The Fault In Our Stars, I started to read where I left off last time.
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I really hope people like this book..
I'm trying my best to write often and put my all into each chapter.
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