Texting You (not continuing any further)

•Chapter 50•

|| I completely forgot about their schooling, so just remember I did okay :)||

~Harry Styles~

•Monday: Mixed Emotions: part 1•

Yesterday was to much for me to handle. I just ran. I ran as fast as I can to my motorcycle and drove off crying. Thats not them. But it is. I'm laying on the bed, wearing my sweats only and my arms resting underneath my head. A tear drop slid down and landed on the bed making a tear drop stain. I miss her, and I saw my family. How is this even possible?

My phone has been going off for a while now, so I decided that I should finally check it.

10 messages from Louis.
6 messages from Liam.
3 messages from Zayn.
1 message from Niall..
And 0 messages from Nat...

I looked at Louis's messages first, just because it's most recent.

"Harry mate, reply to my messages. Are you okay?"

Is what the most recent one he just sent said. I replied back.

"I'm not okay Louis. I need to tell you something, come over." I sent the text messages and read the rest of them.

Liam:
"Text or call me as soon as you read this."
"Has Natalie been talking to you?"
"Harry?"

Zayn:
"I hope you'll reply mate. Us boys are worried for the both of you's."
"Message me back if you read this."
"So the boys told me you're not replying to their messages but please Harry, we do care for you."

Niall:
"We need to talk."

Sighing, I didn't reply to them, only Louis. I heard a ding and saw my screen, he's coming over.

I feel...lifeless, heartbroken, destroyed, shocked, confused..everything thats negative I feel. No happiness what so ever.

Getting out of bed and slowly walked, because I felt a bit dizzy, I headed to the kitchen to get myself some water, my throat feels dry. Taking a couple sips, I made my way to the bathroom. I look a mess, turning the tap on and rinsed my face, I looked at the mirror again. Red, puffy eyes as well as a red nose. Sighing, I heard my phone go off again.

"I'm at the door." Louis texted.

Once I was downstairs, I unlocked the door and saw him standing there in his usual clothing and school bag. Behind him was my Range Rover? Guess the people who fixed my car dropped it off.

"They gave me the keys as I arrived, apparently they've um..been knocking on the door a few times." He handed the key to me and I took it.

"Louis..," I started crying, "I saw my family."

"You what? How? Look, let's go inside and talk about it." I nodded and I closed the door, we headed upstairs and sat down in living room. "So tell me what happened Harry."

"Yesterday..at the funeral. I was the last one to leave, when I was about to leave I saw my..m-my mum, dad and Gemma..standing under a tree calling me over."

"W-what did you do?"

"I ran Louis. I was..I don't know..scared?"

"This is unexpected."

"How can they be alive? Their dead."

"What if.."

"What?"

"What if they weren't really dead."

"Thats impossible, the plane crashed..hard onto the ground, the reporters and policemen said no one survived the crashed, thats how I know they're dead."