Soooo. Hiiii!! To the story!! Im so excited!
~~1 year later~~ Cayli's POV~~
Let me catch you up. I'm now 16. I'm driving. Yaz. Hayes and I are best friends. He's been there for me through everything. I now have a "possy". Kinda. It's me, Sarai, Katie, Ashlyn, and Jessica. We do everything together. I haven't cut in about 6 months. Trevor and I are still together. But, we fight a lot.. Sucks, I know. Sam and Emilie are still together. All they guys are still good. Mark hasn't been heard from in a year and a half. My parents haven't done anything else either. I still have depression but I don't cut. My anxiety is kinda worse. I have more anxiety and panic attacks now. But it's okay. I'm pretty much happy to be alive 80% of the time.
Suddenly, I hear a knock on the door. I run downstairs from my room to the door. I open it and it's Hayes. He walks in and smiles at me. I smile back. He comes up to me and hugs me tight because we haven't seen each other in 3 weeks. He was out with magcon on a tour thing.
"Oh gosh, Hayes. I missed you so much." I say and he lets go of me and looks at me dead in the eye.
"You have no idea how much I missed seeing your beautiful face everyday." He says serious. I blush and smile big. I hug him one more time and we go upstairs.
We get into my room, close the door, and sit on my bed. He pats his lap so I sit in his lap. I giggle and he laughs.
"I really need to talk to you." Hayes said. I turn to face him and he's looking down. Well crap. He has bad news.
"Okay. Anything." I say. He looks up at me and his eyes are filled with worry.
"So, Cayli. Nash and I have decided to move. By ourselves." He says.
"And that's bad, why?" I ask, laughing nervously.
"Just kidding! WE'RE MOVING NEXT DOOR CAY!!" He screams. I shoot up from his lap.
"WHAT!?!?!" I yell. He laughs and stands up and spins me around while hugging me. I giggle and he sets me down.
I smile big and say, "Are you being serious Hayes?" I ask him. He nods and I smile even bigger.
I laugh and run downstairs screaming, "MY BEST FRIEND IS MOVING NEXT DOOR!!" I hear Hayes laughing from behind me. All the guys and Emilie are sitting on the couch talking about something I couldn't hear. I run over to them and they laugh. I plop down on the bean bag and Hayes comes over to me and stands behind me.
"You guys, Hayes is moving in next door!" I say excited. They smile and congratulate us. I look at Trevor and he looks like he's been in a bad mood. It's 2 in the afternoon. I haven't talked to him all day.
"CAYLI!!" I hear Kian yell. I look over at him. He's waving his hands. I was probably day dreaming.
"Yeeeesss?" I ask with a little sass. He laughs.
"I said we should go somewhere to celebrate. Yall pick." He says. I look at Hayes and can tell we're thinking the same thing.
"TACO BELL!" We yell at the same time. We all laugh.
We jump up and run to our cars. Mine and Kian's. Me, Trevor, Hayes, and Ricky in my car. Kian, JC, Sam, Connor, and Emilie in Kian's car.
We head to Taco Bell.
The song Slay comes on by Trevor and I turn it up full blast. We all start singing. Well, yelling.
"BRING IT LIKE THIS! BRING IT LIKE THAT! BRING WITH YOUR NAME BUT DON'T TAKE IT RIGHT BACK! IM GOIN CRAZAY CRAZAY DONT CARE!" We all sing.
We pull into Taco Bell, get out, and all meet up.
We run in and order our food. Of course, there was fans there. 4 snotty girls who had way to much makeup on.
They come over to us and start fangirling. Obviously, the guys sign stuff and take pictures because they're nice like that.
"Trevor, will you kiss me? I want you to be my first kiss." One of them says, glaring at me. I give her a death glare and Trevor says something.
"Y-yes." He stutters. Ugh. She smashes her lips onto his and he kisses back. It wasn't a sweet normal peck on the lips, it was a full out makeout session. My eyes start tearing up and I guess Connor notices because he speaks up.
"Alright now. That's enough." Connor tells them. He almost goes over to them but they both pull away smiling like idiots. What? The? Poop?
"Cayli." Hayes says. I look at him and start to lightly cry. He pulls me into a hug and rubs my back.
I hear Kian say, "Dude, you hurt Cay."
"So what? She's too busy being all over Hayes." He says. I cry more into Hayes' chest and he rocks side to side while we're standing at the register. We still haven't gotten our food.
"Duh, that's because Hayes is her best friend and he's been there for her way more than you have lately." Kian says. I hear the door bell thing ring and back up from Hayes' chest. I look out the window of the resteraunt and Trevor is running home, I guess.
"Hey, Cay. You okay?" Emilie says. I wipe my tears and nod.
"I think I know what I need to do now." I say and sigh. She nods and we get our food. We eat and then decide to leave.
We get in our original cars and go home. The drive home was and awkward silence in my car.
We get home and I go inside and run to my room. I lay on my bed and start crying. But something's different. I start shaking and my breath hitches. I start weezing and freaking out. I grab my knees and pull them to my chest and put my head in between them.
I rock back and forth, trying to calm down. I cry harder. Anxiety attack.
All my thoughts were- Why me? What's happening? I'm going to die. I can't breath. Nobody can save me. It's all over.
Hayes comes in, I think it's Hayes, and hugs me. He hugs me tight, knowing what's happening, trying to calm me down.
After about 2 minutes, I finally calm down.
"You alright?" Hayes asks. I nod and wipe my tears. I try to stand up but I'm still really shaking.
"Here, I'll carry you." Hayes says. He picks me up bridal style and bring me downstairs. Emilie and Sam are on the couch.
Hayes puts me beside Sam and I cuddle up into a ball.
"What happened? Why's she shaking so much?" Sam asks.
I hear Hayes open the fridge and say, "She had an anxiety attack."
"Oh." Sam says. He rubs my back and tells me to calm down. I just can't though.
Hayes bring me a bottled water and I slowly sit up, still shaking a lot.
"Hayes, I-I c-can't." I studder because of the shaking.
"Here." He says and puts the bottle up to my mouth, making the water flow into my dry mouth.
"T-thank-ks." I say. He nodds and smiles a sad smile.
We turn the t.v on to Courage the Cowardly Dog. I snuggle up to Hayes and fall asleep in his arms, dreaming about me and him. I know, bad. But Trevor's a jerk.
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Only You (I Missed You sequel)
Fanfictionsequel to I Missed You. (I wrote this when I was, like, 13 so it's not very good in my opinion. but apparently everyone else loves it 😂 thx for reading. :))