Everything is gonna be okay

Prolonge

Warnings:

Depression

Homophobia

Suicide mentions\ attempts

Self-harm.

Bullying

BEEP BEEP BEEP!

Kakyoin woke up to his alarm clock and turned it off. He sat up and got dressed for school. His mother was in the kitchen and his father was reading the paper. "Good morning Kakyoin."

"Good morning."

Kakyoin packed his lunch and went off. He didn't want to go to school. He saw a group of his classmates smiling at him. Pointing and laughing. Kakyoin looked away and walked faster. He heard nothing but laughter around him and began running. He wasn't looking exactly where he was going. A girl stuck her foot out and he tripped over into a puddle. He scraped his hand. It was bleeding. She joined in the laughter as well.

He looked up at the girl with tears. She was in middle school, going by her uniform. Her cute pink twin-tails and accessories. She looked more of a little child and a middle schooler. She was laughing. "Fag!" She laughed at the word and kept it on.

"Fag. Fag. Fag. That's what you are."

Kakyoin got up and ran to the school. He got there and went to the school nurse. She was on her computer. She didn't seem to notice Kakyoin standing there.

"Um, miss?"

She kept on typing away.

"My hand is bleeding. Can I get a band-aid?"

She ignored him. Suddenly, a school girl came in. "Nurse? Do you have a moment? I'm not feeling well."

"Of course! I'm not busy with anyone right now. Come in."

The schoolgirl walked inside. Kakyoin just stood there shocked. He just went up to his classroom. He went over to his desk just to see it differently. It had scratch marks. graffiti and it looked older than everyone else's. He asked his teacher. "What happened to my desk?"

"What's wrong with your desk? I don't see anything wrong."

"Nevermind then."

He took his seat and the lesson began shortly after. Right in the mid-ist. The teacher received a phone call. "Ah, yes. I will, goodbye. Kakyoin Noriaki is needed in the headmasters office."

Kakyoin stood up. "Will this be homework?"

"You won't be needing to worry about homework after that meeting you're about to have."

Kakyoin was confused but left the room and solely headed over to the headmasters office. He was a nice and relaxed man, which is why it scared him when he looked angry.

"Kakyoin Noriaki. So rumor came around that you're sick?"

"I'm not sick. I'm okay!"

"Point is, we cannot allow students like you here at school. Unless you are converted to normal, we cannot let you into this school. You have 2 options. You can either start attending the school therapist on a daily basis or expulsion."

" I refuse! I'm not sick. I'M A HUMAN BEING! Your students are bullying me on a daily basis. They treat me terribly. I don't deserve this. WHAT DID I DO?"

"KAKYOIN NORIAKI! You are hereby expelled! Get out of my sight!"

Kakyoin ran out of the office, the building, the campus. Anything that had to do with the school. He found a place to sit and cried. He cried for a while. He knew his parents were gonna hear about this. He knew that neither one was gonna accept him! Kakyoin has given up.

"I might as well go home... Go ahead and get that out of the way."

He walked back home. His parents were sitting like they were already waiting for him.

"Hello Nori, We just got a phone call from the headmaster. I hope what he said isn't true. You aren't gay are you?" His mother said. With the phone still in her hand.

"I am. I'm sorry."

"Sorry? Noriaki? You are sorry for all things? You know we don't accept those people. And you shouldn't either. You are a disgrace. I want you out!"

"Wait what? No! I can't go! Where am I supposed to go?"

"We don't care. That's not my problem. Now out!" 

"I'M YOUR SON!"

"You mean nothing to me! GET OUT!"

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Kakyoin ran out. He had some money on him that he stole from his mom's wallet. He went over a few stores. He had no family here to go to. Not like they would take him in. He found a small tent, some food, water, a blanket and anything else he was gonna need. He walked around the town and saw an abandoned building. It was roped off but Kakyoin had a tent.

He put it up and sat in there. "So, this is it? I would be better off dead. Nobody cares about me. Who does? Why should they. I'm just some faggot that deserves to die. I have nothing now. No purpose to life for, nothing to look forward to, nothing."

Kakyoin dug into his pocket and got out a pocket knife. He looked at it. "You know. Maybe I'm right. I should give up already." He shook his head. "No. I can't start thinking like that. I gotta have some hope!"

It was getting late. He then went to sleep. It was very uncomfortable. He eventually drifted off to sleep.

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