Torn [SHORT STORY]

I've never been so torn like this.

I didn't know deciding would be this hard.

I don't want to lose both of them and I don't wanna hurt them either kaso...

...mahirap magdecide lalo na kapag pareho mong kaibigan.

Yesterday, Ishaan told me that he likes me.
At dumagdag naman si Chase ngayon!
Tinawag niya ako para lang sabihing gusto niya ako.

I like Ishaan as my friend.
But in Chase's case? Uhm, well, I... I like him as a friend also... I think?

Ishaan and Chase are my boy friends not boyfriends.
Naging kaibigan ko sila bago ko makilala ang mga baliw kong girl bestfriends na si Yulli, Ryne, Maisie, Zem, at si Hera

Si Yulli na nga lang ang at ako ang naiwan dito sa Pilipinas dahil si Ryne ay nasa France na, si Maisie ay nasa Canada, si Zem ay nasa Ireland and Hera naman na nasa Britain but we're still staying connected with each other. Masyado kaming maingay kahit nasa video call palang, how come kapag nagkita kita na kami diba? Haha.

But setting all of those aside, I don't know how to deal with my problems right now.

I don't know how to deal with like and love.

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