Like A Love Story || SIDNAAZ

Towards the end(2)

A strange feeling started growing up within himself... His hands & feet were feeling cold & stiff..That crowd ,that noises were still the same but everything was hardly reaching Sidharth's ear..He was trying to say something but it was seeming as if something had stuck in his throat .. Sidharth's mind had already given up..He took some time to realise that what he was saying..
"What?Nehi...
Yeh nehi ho sakta...Yeh bilkul nehi ho sakta..."
Sidharth screamed frantically as if he was trying to convince himself more than the doctor...

"Pls ap apne appko sambhaliye.."the doctor was trying to give him condolences considering his situation..

He jerked his hand instantly &
He stated yelling loudly..
"No....No...No... Yeah yeah nehi ho sakta..Yeh nehi ho sakta.."

He squatted down on the floor in front of the cabin..Tears were rolling down from his eyes automatically.May be the doctor was continuously blabbering something but it was not reaching his ear at all..Everything was seeming surreal to him...
"Sana is no more"
he tried to believe it & his whole world became dark & Abandoned within a blink ..He couldn't imagine anything instead of her smiling face...Their friendship,romance, intimacy,their little cute arguments everything was so precious for him & now he couldn'tbe able to imagine a world without all this..From the first day of their meeting to the last day when she was with him in the party ,each & every moment when Sana was beside him started coming in front of his eyes..

"Sanaaaa!!"
He screamed from the core of his heart that the bricks of the walls were also trembled hearing him..If they would have heart it would also feel his pain..
The people who were passing through the corridor just halted hearing him..
He sank his head deep within his arms like a small kid who was feeling so much scared & helpless at the same time..He was totally shattered..His brain cells stopped working..He was blaming himself for all..If he wouldn't let her go alone from the party it wouldn't be happen ever..This thought was continuously roaming in his mind..

He didn't sat in that position too long because sometimes later
he felt a soft nudge on his arm & he looked up with his swelled red eyes & saw an unknown person was staring at him inquisitively..His face was also gloomy & there was still few drops of tears in his cheek but Sidharth was not in that state to ask or tell him something so he kept on looking at him..

"No doctor... I don't know him...."The man said the doctor in a broken voice..

"But he said he is your relative.."

Now Sidharth got attentive to their conversation..

"No no..He is not our relative.."He said firmly making the doctor perplexed on that situation ...

"Sidharth..."
Hearing a familiar voice he turned his head & saw Rocky was coming near of them with a  anxious look on his face.. Till then Sidharth was sitting like that..  His swelled red eyes & poor situation was really heartbreaking but at the same time confusing for Rocky..He neither saw Sidharth like this nor he imagined ..He bent down to his level & almost whispered

"Tum yaha kya kar rahe ho?Chalo Sana k pass chalo.."

The doctor looked at Rocky & asked him
"Do you know him?"

"Yeah..He is my friend..Actually our patient is admitted at 104 no. cebin here so.."Rocky informed him..

"Ooo..Now I understand.."The doctor said realising something..Then he looked at Sidharth & said

"Hey! young man..I'm so sorry..In this hospital we have two rooms of same number .. You must be mistaken..Actually his mom has passed away which I have told you then taking you as a relative of them..."He said pointing towards that unknown person..