Chapter 8: descriptive sex.
Ally.
So, the juicy details on the sex with Kian. It was fun. Very fun. He made me call him daddy multiple times, but I was going to anyways. We had sex multiple times that night, not just once. After we did it the first time, we were still both very, very horny. I looked him in the eye and he said "ride me baby girl." So I did, and it was amazing. I left so many scratches on his back and i feel so bad, but he said they felt good. Sex feels good. Sooooooo good. I would say the size of his penis was probably a good 8 1/2 inches. It as fun. We both moaned really loud and orgasmed at least three times. I didn't suck him because I had no clue how, but he did eat me out, which was AMAZING. He left hickies down my stomach and in the inner parts of my thighs. He's good at it. I admit that. My only worries are 1. Did he use a condom? And 2. Iis he going to ignore me tomorrow and pretend it didn't happen?
Kian.
How do I tell her I forgot the condom? We had sex at my place. I have my own house. I'm filthy rich. My parents live in San Diego, and they just bought me a house out here in Arizona. I usually have tons of condoms, every where hidden in the house.The problem is, I didn't pull out. She's going to be pregnant. I'm going to be a father. I can't. I'm in high school! I just wanted some fun..I have to ignore her. I don't want to but I can't be a father. I thought I could change. But I can't. I love girls and sex to much. God, she's ging to thik I'm a fucking sex toy. I screwed up my chances with Ally, big time.
