Chapter 4: jealousy.
Nate.
I could see her looking at my IPod every time I changed the song. I think I was skipping to fast and she couldn't see it, and she kind of gave up and put her head down. God she is so cute. I gentlly poked her in the cheek and gave her a headphone. She smiled at me. Without teeth, god how I wish I could see her smile with teeth. They're probably white, white as pearls, and probably not the straightest but probably the cutest. Her lips are a pale pink, with dark brown freckles on the inside of her lips. She was bobbing her head to the sound of the beat and her fingers were practically typing the lyrics. I could tell she liked the band. Hopefully she liked me.
Ally.
He gave me a headphone and I am in love with this band. But he was adorable. Majorly adorable. But Kian. I don't know if I should try to become frends with him or what. We talk a lot and he rubs my palm a lot but Nate. God he's beautiful. Plus, Kian has Julia. So what's the point?
Kian.
Ally is gorgeous. Julia is honestly just a piece of shit lmao. I saw her and this other fucktard, Nage or something, on the bus together, as they have been for the last 2 weeks. I WANT HER TO BE MINE AND NOT HIS. SHE CAN'T LIKE HIM. I LIKE HER. She always tells me how much of a douche I am, and a slut. I want to change for her. Only for her. I want to stop having sex for the fun of it and explore her and take things slow and I want her to be my princess and treat her like a queen and she's in love with another bitch. She will be mine. MINE.
