Chapter 7: sex.
Ally.
Kian asked me to have sex with him. Just to see how much he can "pleasure" me when we're together. I said yes because why not lose my virginity. I'm 16. Who cares? I don't have any friends to tell so. It was soooooo fucking good though. At first it hurt, so bad. But when he actually got into it I couldn't get enough. He looks so sexy when he's sweaty, and his dick game isn't bad either. It was nice. But I kept thinking about Nate the whole time. And how I wanted a phone. And batteries. So i can listen to the tapes Nate gives me. He's so cute. God.
Nate.
Weekends are the worst. I can't see her. I spend all night thinking about how I want to ask her out and how cute we would be if we held hands and how cute her curls are and I want her so fucking bad. GOD.
Kian.
I fucked her. How do I tell her I forgot a condom.
