The Shallow

I Know You

Chapter 26
(2 days later)
Finns pov:
I was on my way to see Rachel in the hospital room . I had flowers in my hand because I was going to ask her to come and stay with me for a bit . I don't know where she stands with Sam but I do know I love her and I want us to be a family . I walked into the room to see Rachel packing her bag .

"Hey , leaving already?" I asked concerned

She wouldn't make eye contact with me

"Yeah the doctor said the baby and I were okay to head out so I'm going to head back to New York , Sam booked the train tickets for us already." She told me

"Oh so you're leaving then?" I asked disappointed

"Yeah , I need to figure some stuff out and I can't do that here so..."

"Rachel don't leave." I told her

"I can't stay here Finn ! I can't be around this place without feeling like a failure and I can't be around you without...."

"Without what Rachel? Don't you get it , I love you Rachel . I've loved you since the day I met you . I want you and our baby with me, I want to be a family ."

" I know Finn! I know you want that but I don't know what I want ! I don't even know who I am right now . All I know is I have this tiny human inside me that needs me . So I need to just put all the drama away and do what's best . I'm lost Finn , I don't know who I am and I need to go figure it out." She said

"And going back with Sam is going to solve that?" I asked her

"I'm not living with Sam , Finn ."

"Then why are you even going to New York? Come on Rachel , aren't you tired of running away from us ?Aren't you tired of running away from me ? Look , I know you're feeling lost and unsure but , I know you Rachel , I know who you are and I know that you are still the amazing girl I fell in love with ."

"Finn , I know you want me to stay and I get it but I can't be the person you want me to be . I need to try and figure out what is best for me and our baby . Please just let me go ." She said

I took a step closer to her and said ,

"Are you sure that's what you want?"

She looked at me in my eyes , I could tell she was feeling broken and unsure .

"I...."

Before she could answer I kissed her and said,

"I know you Rachel Berry . I fell in love with you and I know you . So if you need sometime that's fine , but just know I'm not giving up on you because you know me too." And I left .