Our Scars (A Cameron Dallas Fanfic)

What have I done? (Chapter Nine)

Cameron's POV

"I have no idea, but I know I want to spend the rest of break with you." I said, smashing my lips onto hers. She loved it, I know she did. Her lips parted from mine. I didn't want to let go. She brought up my arm and started examining my wrist. "Why?" She quietly whispered while tracing her soft fingertips across my scars. "You'd know." I replied. "We all have different reasons." she calmly spoke. "Depression, anger, anxiety." I stated. I didn't bother asking her why she did, although I'd like to know. She brought my wrist to her plump lips and kissed every single scar; recent cuts also. She then kissed all the scars on my other arm as if it made them heal. "What do you want to do?" She asked me gazing into my eyes. Her pools of blues, greens, and browns made the perfect hazel color that made some type of frenzy go on inside of me. "Whatever you want." I said staring back. I swear I could stare into her eyes for hours and never get bored. "You choose." she demanded. "Okay then, well it's going to be a surprise." I teased her. She smiled her absolutely perfect smile, "Surprise?" "Yes." I said licking my bottom lip. "Let's go." she mouthed. God, she's so perfect. Inside and out. We've had sex so what are we? I definitely don't want to be just a fuck buddy. I don't want her to think I'm using her for just sex, because this is way more than that. In these three days I've learned that she's an amazing girl and I might have fallen for her. "Wait let me make up some excuse for me to leave to tell my mom. She's going to come in here and check on me pretty soon." She said. "Oh okay. I'll go ahead and get outside." I replied. She went out of her room immediately closing her door. I climbed out of her window and slid down the side of the house. A few moments later she came out of the front of her house. We both ran to my car as if we were being chased. I got in the drivers seat as she got in the passenger side. I revved up the car making the engine roar back to life. We started slow down the road, once we made it to the highway I sped up. She's going to love it here; no one really knows about this place. Its more of a remote part of the city. I made a sharp turn onto the road that led us to this unknown place. Trees filled either side of the long strip. She stared out the window; absolutely clueless on where we were going. Although, she didn't ask. I placed my hand on the inner part of her thigh; known as her weakness. She turned and gave me a half-hearted smile that made me melt on the inside. I returned my eyes to the road and made on last turn to this secret place. "Where are we?" She asked as I parked the car. "We're here." I said with a smirk. We got of the car and stood in front of my car. The wind made small waves in the water of the pool. It was so fresh and alive. This is where I always go to release stress. I breathed in the crisp air. I removed my shirt, feeling her eyes roam my body. I pulled of my shoes and without warning, I picked Micah up and ran towards the water like a little kid. She screamed when I jumped in. We came back up; both of us laughing. She's so easy going. Not like any other girl that would be pissed because their clothes were wet, or their hair was ruined. She pulled off her hoodie, shorts, and shoes, leaving her only in her bra and panties. I lost my breath at the sight of her body. She pulled herself up to the side of the pool, letting her legs continue to make small circular moves in the water. I was still in the pool. I swam over to the front of her. I brought my face to the inner part of her right thigh. I started leaving wet kisses all up and down her thigh. She rolled her head back in pleasure. I chuckled, she's literal perfection. I pulled her back into the pool. She grunted. I pressed her against the pools side and crashed my lips to hers. Our tongues glided in perfect harmony. My lips found theirselves at her neck and began kissing there. I ran my tongue over her sweet spot making her go absolutely insane. She wrapped her legs around me pulling me into her more than ever before. Her body was tightly pressed against mine. She let her hands roam my back while my tongue did just that to her neck. She let some of her sweet moans escape her lips; turning me on even more. As much as I wanted her right here and right now, I just couldn't bring myself to go any further. She deserved better. I didn't deserve to be the one to take that away from her; but I did. She was too good for any of this. I guess I had been staring at her for a while, she shook my shoulder. "Cameron?" She questioned. "C'mon, lets go." I said instantly pushing myself up and out of the pool. I put my shirt and shoes back on and got in the car. She was still putting her clothes back on. She was obviously confused; well so was I. I can't do this anymore with her she deserves way more. "What's wrong?" She asked snapping me out of thoughts. I didn't bother answering. I immediately started speeding down the road. We drove in complete silence all the way to the familiar part of the city. "What? Did I do something wrong?" She asked me confused. I yet again didn't answer her. She looked out the window, crossing her arms and legs. God, I want to be with her, but she is worth way more. We arrived at her house. "What the hell, Cameron? I'm so fucking done with you." Did she really just say that? "Don't ever bother coming over here again or ever talk to me for that matter. I don't even know what I did. Well you know what? Fuck you!" She said getting out the car and slamming the door. She ran to her houses front door and went in also slamming the door. God, what have I done? I was so caught up in my own thoughts I didn't realize that she did like me back. I'm so fucking stupid. I crossed my arms over the steering wheel and rested my head on them. The only girl that actually talked to me now hates me. Why do I have to fuck everything up?

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