I saved louis tomlinson

never

louis's pov

it's happened again. only this time it was the girl i love.

i held her body close to mine as i sat in the middle of theroad bawling my eyes out. i sat there still even when the rain started to pour, lightning flashed, and thunder rolled. 

i couldn't take it so i started screaming for her. for her to come back to me and to be with me again. but even after all of that as i looked down at her there she laid. with her head in my lap, blonde hair hair drenched from the rain and my tears, and her once full of life eyes forever closed.

why? why does this have to happen? why did she have to be taken away? she was and still is the love of my life and now she's gone... because of me. and i can never love anyone again like i loved Arabella Starling.

arabella/mikayla's pov

i had to sit there and watch as my second death unfolded. the truck hitting my body. flying through the air. and most painful louis bawling his eye's out and holding me close. i could even hear the beat of his heart in my ears.

"he's never going to be the same you know." a voice said behind me.

i sighed and continued looking at louis.

"i know. but at least he is alive." i said

"alive... sweetheart he died with you. maybe not physically but emotionally. that took away his true love and that kills."

"he will find another girl."

"you think so..."

just then a new image appeared. it was louis. he was sitting on a couch whil harry was shaking him desperatley trying to get him to talk to him. but all he did was sit there exprectionless.

"after you died, he ignored everyone." she said just as harry gave up and left.

the image changed again to some tabloids statig: 'louis tomlinson, one direction mega pop star turns to booze after quitting the band.' and an image of louis drinking and drinking and drinking.

"he turned to drink to try and forget you and the connection you two had."

and a finale image appeared. louis was standing on top oy the london bridge over the dark water bellow. 

"he kept looking over the edge until he..." at that point louis let go.

"no!" i looked away and sheilded my eyes. it was like watching a horrer film. "louis would never do that. not even because i died." i said

"are you sure?" she then looked off into the distance. i followed her gaze and there, in the mist, stood louis.

he looked around for a second before his eyes caught mine.

he looked at me for a second. "arabella?" he then was overcome with joy ran over to pick me up and twirl me around.

when he put me down i said: "louis, you can't be here"

"of course i can arabella. and now we can be together again." he said before leaning in to kiss me.

our lips touched and there was a moment of pure bliss and the same spark was still there.

he pulled away from the kiss and looked into my eyes. but then he started caughing and choking.

"louis, louis what's wrong?"

he then started caughing up what seemed like gallons upon gallons of water.  he stepped away a few steps before choking some more and falling to the ground. i rushed over to him but all that laid in the spot where he had fallen was a tombstone stating:' here lies louis tomlinson 1991-2015.'

"no..." i said as i started backing away from the stone only to bump into something else. i turned around to see my own tombstone lying there.

"no, no, no this can't be happening. make it stop please." i pleaded with the women but she was gone. i felt my entire body shaking as i looked back at his stone. it was then that i fell to my knees and boke down crying.

"why?" was all i could ask.

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i woke up in a cold sweat and my heart was beating about a mile a minute.

where was i? i looked around and saw my bedroom.

all of a sudden someone came into my room.

"oh glad to see your up." louis said to me

"louis y...your alive?"

"hold on let me check?" he said and started to check his pulse." yep all good" he said with that signature big cheesy smile of his. 

he walked over and handed me a cup of coffee and two advils.

"but you died. i saw your tombstone."

he looked at me like i was crazy for a second before saying:

"i think you were just having a bad dream love."

"wait... a dream?"

"well probably more likely a nightmare." he said

"then what did happen last night?"

"i think you got a little too drunk at the club. you passed out at the table." he said whie giggling.

"so it never happened?" i said to myself

"what never happened bells?"

"nothing, nothing never mind." i told him

i never happened

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hey loves. omg it has been forever since i updated and i am so sorry about that. hope you like this chapter because i typed this up at 2 o'clock in the morning just for you.

i would really like some feedback on this one please. maybe to let me know where you want the story to go.

anywho thaks for reading and hopefully enjoying this story. bye