Just Let Go

My Bad

I got in the shower and put on some clothes. I honestly don't care about school because no one cares about me. You know that one ugly friend with a bunch of cute girl friends yeah that's me. I'm friends with well I wouldn't say friends I'm more of the girl who they say hi to in the hallway. So I get in my car and go to school. I'm so glad I don't ride the bus anymore. Everybody made fun of me on my bus. It was only because I want to be an model and I'm in a modeling school. But everybody told me that it wasn't gonna happen or I wasn't pretty enough. Idk maybe there right. I got out of my car and went to my locker or atleast I tried to. That was until I bumped into this guy and dropped my things. Oh my gosh I'm so sorry. No no it was my fault here let me help you. No it's fi-. That wasn't just any guy that was Vallyk Pena. The most hottest guy in school. When I say hot I mean it. Here is your stuff. Ok thanks bye. Bye. He has never talked to me or noticed me. LIKE EVERRR. Oh my gosh I probably looked stupid when I froze there I immediately went to my phone camera. Nope I just look as crappy as usual. I go to to class. I sit in the corner by myself. I get lonely sometimes but it's fun to look at things from the outsiders POV. Because well I am the outsider. I see Vallyk talking to his friends and flirting with some girls. I couldn't help but stare. I looked down when he looked at tho. I hate direct contact. It just makes my blood boil.