Just Let Go

Step 3: A Party

Ok so today is the day. The day that I am going to a party. I picked out my outfit and now I have to go pick Vallyk up because he wanted to go for a walk near the river. Ok so why are we here again. We are here to talk. Talk about what. Talk about anything like what's your favorite color. Black. Why. Because I just do most of my clothes are black. How about yours. Red what's your favorite music. Anything that makes me feel something. I like that ok biggest fear. Dying without a legacy. You know your deeper than I thought. Yeah well you get deep when your alone a lot gives you time to figure yourself out. I wish I had myself figured out. You will trust me. It was all going good until I slipped on a rock. Vallyk caught me. Woah you good. Yeah I'm better now. Oh it's already dark wow that was quick. Yeah time goes by faster when your having fun ok let's get to the party. We got dressed and went to the party. Omg this is a lot of people. Then Vallyk came behind me and grabbed my waist and said your gonna be fine just breath. The party wasn't fun at all nobody knew me and Vallyk was everywhere. Then he stopped and started making out with some girl I just wanted to leave. Hey where you going Vallyk says. Home this party is so boring. But we haven't even got to the fun part yet. Oh yeah and what's that. Follow me. He took me to some place downstairs. Um Vallyk why are down here and where is everybody. He grabbed me and put me against the wall. What are you doing. Look Xena I like you ok. Wait what why do you like me. Why wouldn't I. Idk maybe because your the most popular guy in school. Can you please stop saying that I don't care how popular I am I like you. Then he kissed me. I pulled him away. What's wrong. I can't do this ok I'm not ready for a relationship right now and why would you even want to be with me with my anxiety. Then he puts his hands on my waist again. Idc about your anxiety I wanna be with you ok. I'll think about it ok let's just go home. I drove him home but it was a long ride we didn't even say anything to eachother. I didn't even know he liked me I thought he would never like me but he does. Now what do I do. I just don't think I'm ready for it.