Just Let Go

Study Maybe Date

Ok today was the day. The day that I am going to spend with the hottest boy in school. I still can't believe he noticed me in the first place. So I put on my clothes and I drove to his house. He opened the door shirtless. I just froze and looked for a sec. Oh I will go out on a shirt. I walked into his house and went up to his room. So what do you need help in. I need help in English. Ok so let's get started. In my head I was secretly undressing him but I didn't wanna make it look weird you know. Then we finished so when do you wanna study again. Um how about Tuesday my house. Ok. Wait do you wanna make some tiktoks with me. Oh I can't really dance. No it's fine. But I can try so. He taught me this one dance and he called it the lightskin dance. Wait there is a dance called the lightskin dance. Well it's not called that but only lightskins do it haha. We did like 10 tiktoks and just chilled. Until his sister came in the room. Oh Vallyk mom said oh my bad I didn't know your gf was here. He just smiled and said nothing. Oh I'm not his nvm. Ok so I gotta go because I have this early thing with my mom tomorrow so I'll see you in school on Monday ok. Ok thankyou for doing this. Oh it's no problem I could spend every second with you. Wait what haha. Oh I mean I had fun spending time with you. Yeah ok so just text me if you ever need any studying. Thanks. I drove home and just jumped in my bed. Did I really just do that. But wait he didn't say anything when his sister called me his gf. So does that mean that he may like me. Probably not maybe he just isn't like the other guys I guess. Today was perfect except when I said that I could spend every second with you thing. Oh my gosh what is wrong with me.