Forgotten And Broken // The Outsiders

Chapter 6

I got home and I collapsed on the couch. I couldn't keep hurting him it just wasn't right. I heard knocking and I hoped with everything it was someone from the gang. I had cleaned up a little bit now but I was still a mess. I opened the door to Johnny. He was a part of the gang but not one I wanted. I left him at the door and collapsed on my couch again.

"Hi Elizabeth"
He said lightly.

"Hi"
I said back trying not to cry.

"So uh how has life been?"
He said as he slowly moved his way onto the couch.

"It was good until I let people back into my life again"
I said kinda pissed off.

"Do you want to talk about what happened?"
He asked. I looked at him and saw his hurt expression.

"I had left and you guys didn't like me you hated me for leaving so I learned how to be on my own I didn't talk to anyone or spend time with anyone I only had little interactions with people you can't avoid when you go out. I accidentally ran in to Rebecca one day and she kept pushing me to come see you guys. I refused but she just wouldn't stop. When you guys came into the cafe I threw my glasses on and tried to hide but every time I got away people kept sucking me back in until everyone found out. I couldn't let you know it was me because I realized how bad I had hurt you and I couldn't repeat that over again. I wanted you to be happy and move on that's why I always tried to make you feel better but Steve was right no matter what I do or what I hide you are always going to fall in love with me"
I said. I saw him staring at me. I felt my tears starting to come back. He came closer to me.

"Oh honey your so broken"
He said. I cried even more.

"You can't be alone you have to be with me"
He squad. I shook my head and he shushed me.

"Elizabeth you can't hurt me again we are meant to be together no matter what you do you can't keep me away from you"
He said.

"No Johnny please just stay away from me I'm not worth it"
I said getting away from his grip.

"Elizabeth please don't hurt me like this I love you and went to spend the rest of my life with you please please don't I need you to love me too"
He said crying.

"That's the problem I do love you I love you so much I can't be with you"
I exasperated through my sobs.

"Just be with me your hurting me way to much right now to leave me"
He said. I collapsed to my knees I was hurting him. He walked over and picked me up. He sat on the couch with me still in his arms.

"Please please please be mine again"
He said. I nodded and kept nodding. He smiled and let out a breath he tried to hold to keep from more tears. I kept my forehead to his as he let out his chuckles of relief. I kissed him I had to I loved him and I kissed him I did it more passionately then I have ever kissed him.

Maybe I wasn't meant to be alone.

Ok so guys I hope you enjoyed this short story. I did get very detailed I hope you all enjoyed it and there was no way I could end this without a happy ending!