Recovery a Nathan Sykes & The Wanted Fanfiction

Chapter 38 revised

i revised this chapter, everyone was asking for a legitamit sex scene so your wish is my com and ;P but if you really want some sexy stuff check out my #TWAfterHours account @69shadesofsykes anyway, here it is with a complete sex scene and I'm putting this up even though Maggie hasn't given me anything because she hates sex scenes so this will just piss her off, enjoy

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Nathans pov

I closed the door and looked up at Ellen. She was standing in the middle of my room, shuffling from foot to foot and looking everywhere but at me. I walked over and lightly held her chin and made her look at me. She stared at me with her bright blue eyes and I saw how anxious she was. "baby, you don't have to do this." I said. "I want to." she replied quickly while she stared at me.

"you trust me?" I asked. "I'll always trust you Nathan." she whispered and I could see how much she meant it. I leaned in and kissed her. She let me kiss her and I backed up until we got to the bed. I sat down on it and pulled her into my lap.

I left her lips and kissed down her neck. I started unbuttoning her shirt and she took my hands in hers. She pulled them away from her and put them on the bed. She slid her hands under my shirt and pushed it over my head. "I dont really know what to do." she whispered. "let me, please, I want to show you what it's like to have someone love you, for you to feel good." I begged and pulled her shirt off.

I kissed down her stomach and unbuckled her belt. I slid her jeans down her legs and she laid on the bed. I crawled up and looked down at her. Her eyes were closed and her hands were in fists. "love, look at me." I said, she opened her eyes slowly and looked right into mine. "this is me baby, you know I'd never hurt you, you know i love you, relax." I whispered as I ran my fingers over her stomach.

She shivered slightly and I reached down and pulled of her panties. I started on my buckle and shoved them off so I was in my boxers. I kissed her and she tentatively kissed me back and put her arms on my shoulders. "I love you baby." I whispered against her lips. "I love you to Nathan." she whimpered and I kissed her.

I laid on my back and pulled her on top of me so she straddled me, I didn't think she could be on the bottom. "you alright?" I whispered, she kissed my chest and started kissing down. She got to my belly button and stopped completely, we just lay there in silence as she breathed on my stomach.

"baby, up here." I whispered and led her chin up to mine and I kissed her. I pushed my boxers off and pulled her on top of me. "you ready?" I whispered, she nodded and I picked her up and put her down on top of me.

Her skin hit mine and I groaned, finally being inside her. "oh baby." I moaned into her hair as I picked her up and pushed up into her slowly. She wrapped her arms around my neck an kissed me while I slowly brought her up.

I reached down and started playing with her clit and she groaned and moaned 'nathan' into my shoulder. She tightened around me and I pushed into her a few more times and played with her clit, trying to prolong her pleasure, but I lost it and came.

I groaned and laid back, pulling her with me. We both lay there panting. "baby?" I whispered, nothing. I tilted her head back so she looked at me and raised my eyebrows. "you, alright?" I panted, she nodded "that...thats never felt good before." she whispered.

I smiled and kissed her tenderly. "it'll always feel good with me baby, nothing will feel bad with me again alright? You're mine and you're safe." I whispered then pulled out of her. She winced and I cuddled up behind her. "night Nathan." she whispered. "night love." I breathed into her hair and spooned up behind her, putting my arm around her waist and pulling her to me.

I woke up the next morning and grinned. I was spooned up behind the warm body of Ellen, my hands wrapped around her waist, my stomach against her back. I smiled into her hair and breathed in. I stayed with her for a while, then finally got up and went downstairs after I pulled on some sweats.

I saw siva and jay leaning against the counter sipping tea and talking. "morning." I said as I poured myself some tea. "well well, look who has sex hair this morning." laughed jay. "you had sex with Ellen? Or did you cheat on her?" asked siva curtly. "I had sex with Ellen." I replied. "and was she ok with it?" he asked and I heard his tone of warning.

"of course she was ok with it! Do you really think I'd rape her?" I growled at him. "no, I just, I isn't think she'd be able to..." he trailed off. "I know, I can't believe we did." I whispered as I finished off my tea. "but we did and she wasn't high or drunk or anything, she was stone cold sober." I said with a grin.

I heard someone walk into the room and saw Ellen come over wearing a pair of my boxers and one of my shirts. "morning love." I said with a grin. "morning." she replied and grabbed some tea. That day all we did was sit around on the couch and mess around. We laughed and played and just goofed off.

I'd never seen Ellen this laid back before, she hadn't had a break down or freak out all day, I hoped that she was getting better and that us having sexytime was a hug roll Nehru getting better. I just wanted her happy and I wanted her to be not afraid...I wanted her with me.

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