𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐔 𝐌.

seven

"This is just a stupid plan"

TW: Panic attacks

It's been about a week and things have been okay. You told your mom about the job and she signed the papers. She was proud of you which you were happy at. You should've known it was too good to be true because to no one's surprise but yours you had to start off as an assistant. You weren't complaining until all you did was clean up messes and just follow an employee around all day. The employee you followed wasn't the best person. She kept being hard on you which was a bit rough.

"(y/n)! Come here to clean this up!"

"(y/n)! You don't even do much why do you even get a break honestly..."

It was all so stressful, you had a few panic attacks doing this job. No one knew how to help you with your panic attacks so the manager would typically let you have a break when you did have one which you were grateful for. You liked breaks but having a panic attack was not fun. It's terrible. During your breaks, you would go on your phone and do your normal thing. Wattpad. The good thing about working here is that during breaks you can be completely alone outside of the market on the bench and just do whatever. You haven't made much doing this job but you have enough to buy a couple of groceries without using your mom's money.

At school it's alright. Atsumu has been making you do weird things as blackmail. Like, sitting with him and his friends at lunch, ask a classmate for a pencil for him, telling me to stop glaring at him, etc. He's making you do little things. You've read a couple of Wattpad stories like this but the guy always makes the girl do big things like making her do his project, buy him dinner, etc. stuff like that. Atsumu was making your small things and you were honestly a bit scared. You felt it was the warm-up and that the big things were coming.

Being the manager It's actually a bit fun. All you've really been doing is just keeping score of the points and giving the teammates water but it's fun. The members always greet you when you enter the gym and you've even started a conversation with one person. You starting the conversation! Maybe it was just you asking the coach if you could have more water bottles but you usually would be too scared to ask. Practice usually ended at 5 and you had to be at work by 5:30 on the weekdays so when practice ended you would run out of the school because you had to go home first. Doing this was tiring but with this, you could avoid Atsumu, lose some weight, and get to work on time. It was a win-win situation honestly.

You got up from your bed ready to go to school like normal. Doing the normal routine and looked in the mirror. Your eyes widened in horror. You had several zits on my right cheek which caused you to panic.

Now I'll stand out with all of these zits on my face.

Will people bully me for this?!

What if people laugh at me?

'It feels hard to breathe. I don't know if I'm overreacting but it's just what if... I don't know. I can feel my eyes watering. I try to calm myself down as I realize I'm having a panic attack. It takes a bit but I slowly calm down. I look at the zits once more and I realize why they're there. It must be because of stress. The stress of my new job, finding ways to make more money so I can help my mom, thinking about this Atsumu situation, being the manager. God what even is this.'

You head out for school and while you're walking you tried thinking of what you needed to do to hide your acne. ''I'll just put my hand on my face! Yeah! It'll just look like I'm scratching my cheek, maybe.'' You put your hand on your cheek and you pretended to just be scratching my cheek without actually scratching it. You made it to inside the school with no problems at all. Maybe that'll work.