𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐔 𝐌.

eleven ✵

"Ah I guess she is kind of right"

You made it home and you were feeling terrible. That fight with Atsumu had you drained. You went to your room because you were just so tired.  You were about to go to sleep when I turned to see that book Atsumu bought for you. His words about his money feeling wasted replayed in your head over and over. You were being lazy and didn't appreciate what you got and you felt bad. You took the book and started to read it. 

Meanwhile, with Atsumu, he walked into his house and slammed the door as he did. He got a confused look from Osamu and but ignored it as he headed to the kitchen to eat some food to take his mind off of what you had said to him. Your words kept replaying in his mind, it was just so fucking annoying.

"What's up with you?"

"Absolutely nothing!" Atsumu yelled while chewing his food.

"At least cover 'yer mouth."

Atsumu did just that but still even managed to eat his food in a crude manner due to his anger.

'Not perfect? I am though.'

" 'Samu do you think I'm perfect?"

"No"

"Why?"

"Because"

"Because what?"

"....No"

"Am I a good person?"

"No"

"Fine!" He said as he continued to eat.

Atsumu went to bed, still thinking about your words.

✵

'Shit, I stayed up too late reading that book.'

You lazily got up from your bed to do your normal routine.

You walked to school and made it to class early to do the helper job. To no one's surprise, Atsumu did not show up to help you so you put the chairs down by yourself. Once you were done I sat at your desk waiting for students to arrive.

Throughout the day you didn't feel Atsumu's glare on you. He didn't speak to you or glare at you. It was lunchtime and you had your usual bagged lunch. You were in the cafeteria and you were staring at the table with all the volleyball members. You sighed and turned away to head to the bathroom but soon stopped.

You remembered what you read in the anxiety book and it said something about how you can't avoid your fears and worries forever. You turned around and headed to their table.

'They're my friends too. I'm the manager of the volleyball team. Atsumu disliking me does not control what I do. I am going to face my anxiety and stop running away from everything.'

"Oh, (l/n) hello!" Kita said to you.

"Hey, guys!" You said while sitting next to Kita with your bagged lunch on the table. You took a look at Atsumu and he's just looking down at his food.