his happy ending

pins and needles{3}

You hear a loud alarm go off and you wake up to see Reid right next to you,you smile and hit the alarm. You feel him move, you not wanting him too because you wanted to stay like that the whole day. You look at him and he looks back at you and you realize how cute he looks in the morning when he first wakes up.

You both get up and go to the bathroom and shower together,nothing happens though. You both get out and you get dressed while Reid grabs his carry on and brushes his teeth and gets dressed. He comes out a sort five minutes later and dries his hair with a towel. You realized how hot he looks with wet hair.

"Dam" you say under your breath while putting fresh clothes in your to-go bag.

"W-what" Reid says while his face is burnt red, and looking confused

"Nothing" you giggle

You walk up to him and give him a kiss on the cheek. When you go to turn away he grabs your waist and kisses you softly.  You hug him tight for no reason and he hugs you back just stroking your hair and occasionally kissing your forehead.

You both were interrupted by a phone call, it was hotch. You both had not realized how late you were and you answered it.

"Hello?" you said trying not to act suspicious

"Y/n your late for work, did I forget to tell you we have paperwork today?" He said

"Oh sorry sir! I will be right in!" You said as you saw Spencer grab your and his stuff.

"Ok be in by 7:00" he hangs up and you sigh of relief

"Ready to go?" Spencer says to you

"Yea" you say back

Your moment was interrupted by the same phone call from hotch. He answered it and went into the bathroom. A few minutes later he comes back out and said nothing and makes movements suggesting we should go. He goes out the door and you follow. You go into your garage and open the door. Spencer drives and your in the passenger.

You both drive for about 5 minutes and then, he reaches for your hand. You give it to him and he kisses it then holds it close to him. You realized how soft his hands were and how comforting they were.

You both arrive at headquarters about 20 minutes later,walking in the door and realizing how much paperwork you both have to do before getting to go home. You sit down before Spencer and Derek come and grabs him before be could sit. He occasionally threw glances at you or a smirk, you got confused and then realized. Oh shit. From the distance you hear heels pitter patter and realize who it was, Penelope. She comes up from behind you and taps your shoulder, you turn around seeing the look on her face,concerned and a grin.

"Y/n why did you walk out crying yesterday? Are you ok now?" She said with a look of concern on her face.

"Yea pen I'm fine I was just over thinking things, also sorry for snapping at you yesterday I really do appreciate you trying to help me" you get up and hug her tight

"Now that that's over, care to explain why you came in with a doctor Reid this morning?" She said with a huge grin.

"We were just carpooling, the flu has been going around and you know how Spence is" you said while looking at him from the corner of your eye.

"Hm sure, but if anything was to happen.... you spill the beans to me first!" She said while walking back to her bat cave.

You let out a sigh of relive that you didn't know you had. You went back to your paper work and looked up and saw that Spencer and Derek were still taking, but what about you wondered. You got up and sneakily walked up to them.

"Derek nothings happening ok! I'm not taking it ag-" Spencer says while being interrupted by your presence.

"What! Taking what Spencer?" You grab his arm and see the marks.

The look of horror and confusion filled your face, and so did tears? Why were you crying? You rushed to the bathroom hearing Spencer follow behind you. You slammed the door in his face and locked it.

"Y/N please! Those are old marks..." he said knowing he was lying.

After a tough case involving children he relapsed on dilaudid, there were 10 kids trapped in a building that was set on fire. He could only save two. That broke him and you did not know it because you arrived the day after that case which was over a year ago. So that means he was taking it for over a year and you didn't notice. You could still hear him by the door,so you opened it and pulled him in.

"Spence, why didn't tell me.... i could of helped you." you said holding back tears

"Y/N i told you those are old marks! can you just listen to me once!" he said frustrated while pacing

"Spencer i wish i can believe you but im not dumb, i know there fresh." you said with disappointment in your voice.

"How would you know! its not like you would do anything like that miss perfect!" he said trying to hold in pent up frustration

You didn't answer him and you stared at the ground. He just sat there and stared at you.

"Y/n you were an addict? wow th-"he said being interrupted by you.

"Spence stop, i am not talking about this with you."you said seriously

"Why wont you talk to me? am i nothing to you? is what happend last night nothing to you?" he said with frustration.

When he said that last part Penelope walked in, her jaw dropped and she ran out heading towards her bat cave.

"Great Spencer not we you just spilled our fucking secret!" you said staring at him dead in the eyes, he didn't look back at you.

You stormed out of the bathroom and went to Penelope's office not looking back. Spencer sighed and took something out of his bag, a needle. He locked the door and sat on a toilet contemplating his decision. He shoots up and passes out, hitting his head on the toilet. Knoking him unconscious