Explicit (Camila/You) On hold

Chapter 4

Camila's p.o.v.

I turned around when I was at my front door and saw Y/N was gone. She must really hate me now.

The way she beat that guy up was so scary. She looked like a whole different person when she was on top of him punching him. Maybe that's the real her.

I went upstairs to my room and changed into my pajamas. I wonder what she's doing right now.

She's probably with Ariana. I put my phone on the charger and just went to sleep.

-next morning-

I woke up and looked at my phone. I got a text from Lauren saying she will bring me to school.

I then did my daily routine and got ready. By the time I was done it was already time to leave.

I ran outside to Lauren's car and saw her already waiting.

"You have a lot to tell me." She told me while I was getting in.

"After you left she brought me home. Let me tell you she was pissed. I was kind of scared. She definitely hates me now. We've only talked for a day
and she hates me." I told her looking at my hands.

"Aw Mila no she doesn't you don't know that. Just don't let it get to you. Y/N is well
Y/N." Lauren told me smiling sympathetically.

I was quiet the rest of the ride to school. When we got there I saw Y/N leaning against her car with Ariana against her.

Ouch. That hurts. Y/N looked at me but looked away. I really screwed up.

I just looked down and walked into the school leaving Lauren and ignoring my friends.

I walked to first period and put my head down.

Why can't I just be like everyone else and be happy. To be able to let go and have fun. I thought to myself.

"Ms. Cabello are you okay?" Ms. Jones asked me. "Fine." I told her not looking up.

I was lucky when the class started to fill in so I didn't have to talk to her.

Everything was going fine until Y/N walked in. I totally forgot she sat right next to me.

I felt her staring at me during the whole class but I didn't look at her.

I just tried to focus on the lesson.

After that class all the other classes were the same. Y/N eyeing me.

On my way to lunch a lot of people were looking at me.

Now that I'm thinking about it people were looking at me all day. I guess I just didn't realize it.

"Hey Camila right?" Some girl asked me. I nodded.

"Did you really go to Y/N's fight last night?" The girl asked me.

I just walked away and didn't answer.

I walked into the lunch room and again everyone was looking at me.

I just walked to my table ignoring everyone. I sat at my lunch table and didn't say a word.

"I have the best idea." Lauren said causing us to look at her.

"We are going to a party tonight. And don't ask we were invited." Lauren said.

"Why would we go to a party?" Ally asked.

"Wait best question who would invite us to a party?" Normani asked causing me to laugh but agree.

"Well Camila here we all know is in love with Y/N." Lauren said. Do I love Y/N?