𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑏𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑓𝑖𝑡𝑠~// jaden hossler ❣︎

💌𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑠💌

𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑡𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠

I wake up and jaden is gone , so I check my social media . I got a snapchat !

Jay❤️: sorry , had to go mads wanted to hang out . Love you❤️

Tt💜: it's ok

I sigh , realising I really have just lost my chance and that I waited to late. "Why did I have to fall for my best friend of all people " I whine sticking my head into my pillow to prevent myself from crying . "Know how it feels " I hear a familiar voice say from in my doorway , I turn around "no addi I didn't know that you were here- I didn't mean it- I just- I don't know " I sigh "come here baby " she comes over to my bed and cuddles me "I'm sorry " I say , my eyes starting to fill up "why?" Addison genuinely asks "because number one I'm being a pain and number two I'm gonna ruin everything!" I say in between sobs"it's okay you'll be fine hun , everything happens for a reason " Addison reassures . I just cry into her shoulder

I then spend the whole day in my room crying , Addison ended up leaving to see Bryce but still , everybody kept coming in to check on me . I love them sooooo much !!!
Ping

Jay❤️: what's up? Kio said you have been in your room all day

Tt💜: just feeling a bit sick

Jay❤️: I wish I could come see you but I'm with mads , be back soon <3

Tt💜: love you💞

I start to cry again , this boy messes me up . Im madly in love with him , I just wish I had the guts to say it .