ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟚

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Confusion
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Warning:
There is sexual content involved!

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I heard the alarm clock, which already got to on nerves. It was a loud and shrill sound.

"Hhhuuu...", I heard in my ears. I then realized, that Johnny had still his arm wrapped around me.

"I wish, that I could lay here with him all day long. I don't wanna stop this touch, but I have no other choice."

We were in the spoon position. But only his arm and no other body part of his touched me. But deep inside me, I wished, that he would touch me and not in a innocent way, no in a sexual way. I wanted his hand all over me, making me horny. And more over, I wanted that he called me names and saying naughty things into my ear. I didn't wanna allow myself to feel attracted to him.
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He had a perfect height, his body was not to thin or muscular. I didn't like guys who have too much muscles, so they can't fit through a normal door, because they are to wide.
His huge feet were also really attractive, even though I never liked feet at all, but his were different. His hands were special too, they expressed creativity, strength, security and dominance.
And this deep eyes, darker as any eyes I've ever seen, full of emotions, which make you want more of him. They were so unique and special, that no woman would want to resist him and this was in fact the case, excluded from me. I could stare into them all day long, but this would be kind of creepy.
Johnny had soft lips, which seemed so kissable and prepossessing. Everything he spoke, I looked at them, wondering how they would feel pressed at my lips. His beard above it was also not too much and not too little. I like a man who has a beard. Men without it don't transmit that male feeling I want. I had a soft spot for guys, who look like bad boys on the outside and who are soft on the inside. Johnny was the perfect example, he seemed to be so rough from the outside, but his personality was far from it. He was kind, loving, caring, humble and respectful. This combination drove me like crazy, and sometimes I wondered why.
And his skin, for me it was incomprehensible why he could have a skin that soft. It was almost like photoshopped. Johnny wasn't that young anymore, but his skin seemed to be like in his twenties.
I don't wanna even talk about his region down their, I only saw one comment...huge.

****I had a problem with dating people, I work with and there is a reason to it

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I had a problem with dating people, I work with and there is a reason to it. In the past I worked with girl in one room and I was also attracted to her, like I was attracted to Johnny. We got along pretty good and stared meeting each other beside from working. She then realized, that I had feelings for her. Luckily she was also bisexual, so she had no problem with it. So we ended up dating each other, but when we worked, we kept distance, because we were afraid that someone would find out about our romance. We knew that our workmates were not that opened to sexualities. And because of the fact, that we had to hide our love in the public, we stared arguing about little things all the time. It got so bad that we fought. She wanted to hide our relationship in the public and I didn't want to hide it anymore. At this moment, I promised myself to not date any other person, who I'm working with.
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"Morning Jane.", Johnny said with a rough, deep and sleepy voice, he breathed into my neck.

"Morning.", I answered and touring to him, so that he could touch me anymore. Even though he just woke up, he had a delicious smell. His hair was messy, but in an adorable way. His eyes were half open.

"Have you thought about the thing we talked about yesterday?"

"Sorry, I'm so tired, I can't remember it."

"What are your thoughts about us?"

"Oh, I remember. I have to tell you something. It's the reason, I'll never date someone, I work with...", and then I told him the story, of the girl I met at my work. The whole time, he only listened to me, looking me into the eyes, with a respectful and caring look in his eyes.
When I finished, he had a compassionate look.

"I'm really sorry for what happened to you. This must have been a horrible experience. I can totally understand, why you don't wanna date someone like me."

"Oh no, I has really nothing to do with you, you must believe me. I really like you, you're actually just the guy, I always wanted to date. You're a respectful, humorous, caring and loving gentlemen, and this is everything I always dreamed of. Do you have nothing against my sexuality?"

"No I accept every sexuality and maybe you're aware of it, that I've kissed some guys, so I totally open to everything. And I actually really like bi woman and woman who kiss other woman.", he said with a wink and a sexy smile.

"Has he just admitted, that he gets turned on, when two woman kiss each other? It only gets better."

„Thank you for being so open to my sexuality, I've never had such a great response. Usually, people react weird or rude, but you were really kind."

„Yes, there are some rude people out there.", he said. We made eye contact and smiled at each other. He moved centimeters and centimeters closer to me. I smelled his delicious perfume. My desire grew with every further second and my checks started turning into a red tone. I could resist him, even my brain stopped and I couldn't move anymore. He smiled to me, reveling his white teeth and I had to smile too.
The bed blanket only covered our lower body, so it reveled my upper body and transparent sleep wear.
Johnny was centimeters away from me and he moved slowly his hands to my shoulders, still looking me right into my eyes, with sexiness and desire.
I felt his fingertips touching my shoulder softly and carefully. Bit this touch that's a kind of electric shock of emotions.
I felt desire, love, happiness, luck, sexual erection, fun and so much more. 
His eyes went down to looking at my breast. He could see my erected nipples through the thin fabric. He then looked back at me and moved his mouth to my ears.

„You should wear this more often and I saw that you liked my touch, you can't hide the desire for me."

With this word he went straight into the bathroom, letting me back in the bed with desire to him, just as he said.

I then also went into the bathroom after some minutes of total chaos and decided to make myself ready.

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!!!I had to rewrite a lot of this chapter, because some of it got lost, I hope you don't mind!!!

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