So basically, I fucked up.
I told my bf that I wouldn't do anything, that I wouldn't smoke or do weed or whatever last night. Yet, when I got the opportunity, I just did it. I didn't tell him but he knew right away from being on a call with me that I was high and he got upset with me and he feels betrayed and all that, and I have the audacity to think he's overreacting?? Like he just wanted to know if I was doing it. He just hated that I lied to him abt it and he doesn't feel like he can trust me now and idk how to gain that trust back. Idk maybe I just don't understand. Maybe he is still overreacting. Even so, his feelings are valid, and it really did look like I was trying to hide it from him.
Fuck, why do I do this to myself?
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