Why Would I Come Home?

Good Mother

Dani decided to just stay in today. She doesn't have any appointments, gigs, or anything today. She figured she could work on some music and let herself just, be. She'd gotten a text from Maria telling her that Mimi was found, and any other time she'd be rushing there but, her mom is home and safe, she's fine. Doesn't need her so, she'll focus on herself. Considering both her mom and brother are at work she has the house to herself. She pulled out a bottle of tequila from her closet this morning and has been taking sips from it all day, but it's only like ten o'clock in the morning and two-thirds of the bottle is already gone so, her music is a little, different, this morning. All she could seem to think about while drinking was the last time she was drinking which was a couple day ago when she decided to go to a bar outside of Roswell, where she got completely wasted. She only remembers like, the first half of that afternoon before it all just goes blank. She had woken up at some guy's place and had to walk back to the bar, grab her car, and then finally start the relatively short drive home that morning.

"RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much (oh, oh, oh)
All of the people start to rush (start to rush by)
A dizzy twister dance, can't find my drink or man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone (oh, oh, oh)

What's goin' on on the floor?
I love this record, baby, but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo
Just dance, spin that record, babe, da da doo
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth (oh, oh, oh)
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? (Inside out, right)
Control your poison, babe, roses have thorns, they say
And we're all gettin' hosed tonight (oh, oh, oh)

What's goin' on on the floor?
I love this record, baby, but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo
Just dance, spin that record, babe, da da doo-doo
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo
Just dance, gonna be okay, da da da da dance, dance

Just ju-ju-ju-just dance, it'll be okay, da da doo-doo

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance"

She gets pulled into a vision of Michael and Maria having breakfast this morning, being all couple-y. She hates this power sometimes, it causes her to hurt and be sad, sometimes angry. Why does she have to see them being happy together? It's not exactly helping her move on, or for her to be happy for them. Because she wants to be, happy for them, but when she has to these moments, it hurts too much. She wonders if what they had was ever real.