Why Would I Come Home?

I'll Stand By You

Dani has been thinking, contemplating her past relationships. Why did they end so badly? Is it her? Was she just not made for love? She's always loved love so, she always assumed she'd be good at it. But, apparently she isn't. She figured it had to be her but then she started thinking. Alex broke it off with her, and it wasn't that he didn't love her, it was just him. Then there's Michael who tried to soon and then when they became friends again, was over her apparently. Rosa, she had idolized her. Put her on this pedestal and ignored or discredited any faults she had. All because she made her feel good again. Like she could breathe. But, she was an addict who was angry at the world. Yes, she still firmly believes Rosa deserved better and is immensely happy she gets a second chance. But, what she's thinking is maybe she didn't Rosa for who she was really back then. Now that she's older the things that seemed fine and normal back then, are concerning now. So, this morning after contemplating all this, she wrote a new song.

"Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"
Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right though
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

She'll make you curse, but she a blessing
She'll rip your shirt within a second
You'll be coming back, back for seconds
With your plate, you just can't help it

No, no, you'll play along
Let her lead you on, on, on
You'll be saying, "No, no"
Then saying, "Yes, yes, yes"
'Cause she messin' with your head

Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"
Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right though
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

Grab a cop gun kinda crazy
She's poison but tasty
Yeah, people say, "Run, don't walk away"
'Cause she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

See, someone said, "Don't drink her potions"
She'll kiss your neck with no emotion
When she's mean, you know you love it
'Cause she tastes so sweet, don't sugarcoat it

No, no, you'll play along
Let her lead you on, on, on
You'll be saying, "No, no"
Then saying, "Yes, yes, yes"
'Cause she messin' with your head

Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"
Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right though
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

Grab a cop gun kinda crazy
She's poison but tasty
Yeah, people say, "Run, don't walk away"
'Cause she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

You're just like me, you're out your mind
I know it's strange, we're both the crazy kind
You're tellin' me that I'm insane
Girl, don't pretend that you don't love the pain

Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"
Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right though
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

Grab a cop gun kinda crazy
She's poison but tasty
Yeah, people say, "Run, don't walk away"
'Cause she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind""

After that she just can't help but think about the news she got today; her sight is at 55%. The doctors are saying that anytime her sight could possibly just go. It's showed no sign of stopping and, they don't think it will. Given how blurry her visions are, she doesn't either. This information has been making her think. Should she get a guide dog? She's learned to use the cane so, its not like she'd need one but, wouldn't it be nice for her to have someone who is always there? She's also been thinking about her career. Now is the time to start getting out there. Things are changing and, why not add a good change. But, first given her deteriorating sight, she'd like to get out of New Mexico. See what it's like outside of the state before she can't anymore.