Big Time Rush Book Of One-Shots

Cargan one shot

Cargan one shot: This Is Our Someday

Please note - none of the big time rush band members are actually gay.

Carlos' POV

I was panting uncontrollably in the studio, not believing how many hours we put into perfecting the dance to No Idea for our concert. Logan sat next to me, and he breathed and coughed into his hand. Kendall was leaning against the red wall, his blonde hair blocking his eyes.

"I don't know about you guys," James says, standing up from where he was laying, "But I am never doing that much dancing. AGAIN."

"Agreed," The rest of us say. Logan looks over at me with his brown eyes, and gives me a smile. I can feel the heat creek up into my cheeks, and I quickly flash him a smile before looking away.

"DOGS!!" Gustavo yells are the four of us, startling the hell out of us all. I jump up, and huddle against Logan. He pets my head and holds onto me.

"You two," Gustavo snaps at us. We glance up at him, and notice what we must look like. We stand up straight, on our own. "Come with me." Gustavo leaves the room, not looking for an answer.

We follow without any questions. He leads us down the long narrow passage way that leads to how office. He sits down in his boss-man chair, and Kelly slams the door closed.

"Okay - what is this?" Logan asks so comfortably. I had always admired how he's not afraid to be straight forward.

Kelly slams down a Pop Star magazine on the desk infront of us, and again, we jump. I shakily examine the cover... To find a picture of us - HUGGING! Even worse, I read the caption and I'm shocked. It says, "Logan Henderson and Carlos Pena Jr. Dating? Cargan Philberto Penderson!"

I gasp, and Logan follows. "Cargan? What...?" I manage to say.

Gustavo snatches the paper right out of m.y hand, and I give him a cold glare. "THIS, is cargan! We have to embrace it, love it, LIVE it!" He tells us.

"But why?" Logan asks. "We're not dating. Carlos is one of my best friends."

"You guys, this could be great for BTR." Kelly warns. "It'll be worth it."

Logan sighed, as if I didn't feel bad enough. I just wanted to run right out of that room right then and there. But still, I stood still. I held my breath to try to escape.

"So?" Gustavo asks, leaning towards us.

"We have no choice," Logan says, looking over at me with that slanted smile of his. I force myself to smile back, hiding the hurt under my eyes.

The next day, I was hanging out at the pool with Logan when a crazed fan rushes up to us. "CARGAN! Ohhh..." She says right before she faints. I don't understand how this situation would be Cargan, all we were doing was sipping on smoothies like always. Logan helped the young girl up.

"Is it true?" The girl says, beaming. Her blond hair falls blankly in her face.

"Is what true?" I ask, smiling up at her like an idiot.

"That you guys are dating! It's been everywhere lately, and I traveled all the way here from Vermont just to ask." She states, her expression turning serious and dark now. I wanted so badly to look to Logan, but I kept my gaze on her.

"Yeah, actually it is." Logan steps in and says for me. I physically smile, but on the inside I'm screaming at myself for not speaking up. But still, I hold onto that smile.

"OHMIGOD." The girl squeals, snapping a few photos then Running away.

That wasn't the only time that a raging fangirl situation like that happened. It happened at lest 24 times in one week! But 4 weeks in, things got fake-ly real between us two. I couldn't tell that Logan was feeling the fireworks every time we kissed. His face was unreadable each and every time he held onto my hand. It broke my heart that he doesn't feel the same, that he doesn't think of me more than a friend. But I loved him - maybe even more than I loved myself.

It was just a normal California day, the sun was shining but we were stuck inside of the apartment. But luckily Logan agreed to stay with me and watch a scary movie.

"You ready, babe?" I ask him, and he nods. He smiles as grabs the popcorn out of the microwave, and takes a seat next to me. We don't hesitate even a little to start the movie.

At each horror scene, I jump into Logan's arms, and he catches me every time. Either saying "I got you," or "it's not that scary." And laughing.

In the movie, the main character gets stabbed in the head, and blood splatters onto the camera. I scream, this time finding myself even closer to Logan than before. He swallows hard, looking into my brown eyes.

That's when he goes in for the kiss. I pull away first, now trying to read his expression if he even has one. He has blush written all over his face, and an uncertain smiles at his lips.

"...Logan. There has been something I've wanted to tell you. Ever since we started BTR." I admit, pushing myself to expose my secret to the person who will judge me the most.

"What is it?" Logan asks, as if he already knows. His blush dies down, and he stares at me meaningfully.

"I love you Logie bear...." I announce to him. "I love you." I say to hear myself again. Logan's expression turns unreadable, and I don't know what he's thinking at all. I stand up, ready to leave...

"Car-Car, wait!" Logan calls after me, and I whip my head around. Logan sighs, and looks away for a moment. "I love you too." He finally admits.

I hold my breath. What? Logan, my best friend since 4th grade, loves me back? It's like a dream come true! He struts over to me, and engulfs me in a kiss so long I have to catch my breath afterwards.

"I've never thought in a million years a day would come that we would be together like this." I whisper to him. He smiles back, blushing just like me.

He doesn't hesitate to say, "Well, this is our someday."

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