Hearts (Jahvie Fanfic)

Ch 5: Burned In His Memory

If you can't already tell, this story is very.........dark. But trust me. For me, this is tame. Enjoy!

Jayy's POV,

I set a chair in the middle of the room, facing Dahvie.

"Pants down. Kneel against the chair." I ordered and start taking off my belt.

Instead of cutting him like last time, I'm going to belt him.

Dahvie looked at me with the same terror he did when I had him handcuffed to the bed. He started backing away from me, shaking his head as tears started running down his face again.

"No. No please don't Master..I'm sorry....please." He whimpered.

What's wrong? He didn't act like this when he was being punished this morning.

"Do as I say, Dahvie." I said sternly.

I started walking towards him and he instantly cowered in the corner behind him.

"No! P-please! Please d-don't!" He cried.

I looked at him while he sobbed. What's wrong? Did his parents belt him maybe?

Suddenly I knew.

He thinks I'm going to rape him.

My eyes softened at the thought. No, Dahvie...

I slowly walked toward him and he made a tight ball, covering his head with his arms.

"Please....pl-ease no.." He whimpered.

I knelt down in front of him. He couldn't see me because his face was buried between his knees and chest. He was shaking like crazy.

I put my hand gently on his shoulder.

"Dahvie." I almost whispered.

He cautiously looked up at me. He looked so terrified.

"Dahvie it's okay. I wasn't go to....I-I was just going to spank you with my belt." I calmed him.

"R-really?..." He asked unsure.

He seemed like he didn't really believe me. Like it was a trick.

"Dahvie, you're shaking so badly."

I pulled him into my arms. I rubbed his back soothingly, trying to calm him as he cried. He tensed at my touch. He was only getting worse.

"You need to calm down, sweetie." I whispered.

I rocked us back and forth gently. Once he calmed down a little, I pulled away.

"Here." I picked him up bridal style.

He wrapped his arms around my neck. I started walking us upstairs.

"S-so I'm n-not being p-unished?" He looked up at me innocently.

I shook my head weakly. Without a word I walked us back to my room. I sat him down on my bed. He had stopped crying by now. Well, mostly stopped. I sat down next to him. He looked down at his knees.

"Dahvie, will you tell me what happened to you before you came here?" I asked as softly and calmly as I could.

It was so hard to say those words to him. But I have to know what happened.

He shook his head. A tear fell onto the dark red blanket.

I wasn't going to push him to answer. I'll ask again another time. Right now, he needs to adjust to everything.

I got out my phone and texted Kerry.

J: will u please take Dahvie from my room and get him a bath? just use a guest bathroom or something.