~𝑴𝒚 𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 𝑻𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚~ {𝑴𝑷}

Leaving Day

{this exactly like the last chapter but in Mattia's POV}

~mattia pov~

I like wearing hoodies and it doesn't really bother me she said without hesitation

Yall wanna make Tik Toks? I got the energy to make some Kairi said while dancing

Yeah sure i don't mind she said while pulling her phone out of the pocket of her hoodie

Wait y/n you have Tik Tok? i asked while scrolling through Tik Tok for sounds

Yeah I do why?

We should follow you so we can @ you on them, people gotta know our new friend i said while looking at the boys to see if they agreed

Who said we're friends?

*RINNNNNGGGGGG RINNNNNGGGGG RINNNNNNGGGG RI-*

Stfu damn

Shit that kinda hurted me doe

"Who said we're friends?"

Why did she say that?

Did I do something?

I don't even know her

And for some reason i get dreams about her like tf

Why can't i get dreams about talking to Lil Uzi or some shit like that

But she's kinda cute ngl

I wonder if those dreams will happen in real life

Or maybe she's just made up

My thoughts were disturbed from feet coming down to my room

Hey Matti

It was my mom

Yeah ma? I said while sitting up

When are Kairi and Alejandro gonna be here?

Well we agreed to meet in the front yard at 3:30am and its 3:20am

Okay so i'll see you in the car then at that time with your Papa and Gian, love you

Okay ma love you too

I get up and brush my teeth

I wash my face and look at myself in the mirror while im drying my face off

I hate my stomach

Why can't i have abs

FUCK

I just wish i was better looking

{chill let me smack mattia rq}

I get out the bathroom and change into clothes

I put on a gray nike hoodie and some shorts that match

I put on black vans with white socks

I go back into the bathroom and put on deodorant

If i ever meet 'y/n' i hope she likes me for me and not my clout

who knows when i'll meet her but i hope that day is soon

I put in my contact lenses and grab my glasses and put them in my pocket

I turn off the lights in my bathroom and close the door

I'm not gonna be here for a long ass time so i packed stuff that i need to take with me

Ya know like dental stuff, deodorant, perfume shit like that