~𝑴𝒚 𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 𝑻𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚~ {𝑴𝑷}

Messed Up

~y/n pov~

Hey Ale you should probably go shower now i said while pointing inside

Yeah you're right thanks for reminding me y/n Ale said while opening the door to go inside

No problem just looking out for you guys i said trying to give them a smile and trying to forget what i said to them before

I can't believe i almost shared something with them

I can't trust them that easily

They'll just leave me just like that piece of shit did

I hope they don't ask but i know they are curious and will ask

Especially Mattia

Mattia is thinking if he should ask y/n about her dad but is scared

'Here goes nothing'

Hey y/n, uhh where's your dad? Mattia said while biting his nail

I look at him and my emotions go from happy to hurt

My face goes from a smile to no emotion

I can't show them my emotions

I- i gotta go i said while rushing to my room

I was starting to tear up

Shit no no no no i can't do this not right now

Wait y/n i'm sorry! I hear mattia say before i run up the stairs

I bump into Alejandro and he looks at me

He sees the tears in my eyes and his smile vanishes

I'm sorry i bumped into you i said and then i quickly closed the door to my room

I sit on my bed and try to steady my breathing

I almost cried

I haven't cried since last year almost a whole year

My best friends tell me it isn't healthy but i cant cry

I only cry when i get too overwhelmed

I think i'm gonna visit my punching bag in the garage but i'm gonna stay in my room for a bit to collect myself

~Ale's pov~

Wait y/n-

She closes the door and i couldn't even say sorry

Was she about to cry?

Should i check on her?

No i think i'm gonna give her some space

I go outside and everyone looks worried

What did you guys do? y/n bumped into me when i was out of the bathroom and it looked like she was about to cry, i wanted to ask her what was wrong but then she just apologized to me then closed her door i said feeling worried

Ask the dumbass over there Kairi said while pointing to Mattia

I didn't do anything!! All i did was ask her where her dad is Mattia said throwing his hands up

I'm honestly confused Alvaro said while scratching his head

Did it ever occur to you dumbasses that maybe just maybe she doesn't have a dad!! Kairi said while smacking Mattia and Alvaro's heads