The Comforts We Despise MxM (Staten Krown)

7

Adrian wasn't listening to me. I was headed back towards the saloon. I needed another drink after seeing Aaryn sucking Adrian's DICK in the backroom.

"She came onto me."

"Clearly," I stated, "You know what she was telling everyone. She was saying that you were gay. She told everyone we were lovers. Then a few minutes later she is sucking your dick...with the door open right before I walk by. Clearly she wanted me to see it."

"See it's a sick plan of hers. You can't fall for it."

"You fell for it!"

I couldn't believe I was so pissed. My entire night was ruined. I didn't want to be anywhere near him. It was strange because he was dressed as a vampire as well. It was almost comedic by how he had completely drained the happiness out of me.

He shook his head,"You are mad at me."

"You think?"

"I'm drunk Quashie."

"Is that an excuse?"

"Yes! You know why I was late? Do you really want to know?" he asked, "Please let me explain and I promise if you want me to leave you alone after that I'll leave you alone forever I won't bother you again."

"You have 2 minutes," I stated, "Go..."

"My parents are having trouble in their marriage. It isn't NORMAL trouble Quashie. My dad was caught cheating and they are getting a divorce."

"I'm sorry to hear that but that doesn't have anything to do with you letting her go down on you. So please do me a favor and leave me alone."

"My dad cheated on my mother with a man."

My mouth dropped open.

I was shocked.

"Oh my..."

"I didn't have anyone to talk to about this. Around this time I was having thoughts about men myself. I was having thoughts about you. How could I care about a man when homosexuality was the same thing destroying my family? You don't understand how lost and confused I was. Then there was Aaryn. She told me she knew how I felt. She suspected we were doing stuff. I told her everything tonight and she said I had to change or else I'd break my mother's heart...just like my dad did. That was when she offered to...help me...help me forget these feelings I've been having for you."

It was all so sad.

"Listen I understand the confusion. I do...I understand you are scared and afraid but I can't keep doing this. It's killing me."

"Please I starting to realize something. It's something that I've been afraid of. The thoughts that I have been having are all about you. I think I am having feelings for you Quashie. Not sex-buddy feelings. I'm talking about the fact I feel like I'm falling for you..."

Just like that he had dropped the atomic bomb. I felt myself falling apart. For 2 months I'd been waiting for even a glimmer of hope from Adrian and here it was. It was a lot of hope moments after a bitch had her lips wrapped around his dick.

Was he real?

Was this some desperate attempt to save face because he knew I'd be done with him forever?

"Can I cut in?"

I turned to my right in the hallway to see my angel...the angel Jonah. He was like a guardian angel and he looked so beautiful standing there with my exact costume on. He had the gray eyes that seemed to not reflect light from everywhere.

"No..." Adrian stated, "We are kind of having a serious conversation bro..."

"Actually the conversation is done."