The Comforts We Despise MxM (Staten Krown)

5

Weeks had passed. Almost 6 weeks.

"That was fucking amazing..." he said, "As always."

I had been sleeping with Adrian. Every chance I got he was in my bed and the sex was something...something out of a legendary porn or something. We had just finished and he had rolled off of me.

"I have to go to my room before Jackie comes wake me up to go running," he stated, "He's already suspicious that my parents are back in town and I still want to stay here. He has no idea why. I don't want to get him more suspicious."
"Great..."

We'd spent the entire night having sex and afterwards he had stayed but I figured it must just have been because he wanted morning sex as well.

"Don't be like that," he stated leaning in kissing me hard.

After he kissed me he stood up butt naked and pulled his basketball shorts that were on the side of the bed. He smiled at me. He was so fucking charming. Truth was maybe he was using me but I had given in because I was just as attracted to him. I couldn't stay away from him.

"Don't you think the chemistry that we have in bed could be something else? Has that never even crossed your mind?"

"You act like I don't want to hang with you. I've been ASKING you to hang out more..."

To have more sex opportunities probably.

"Oh we can hang. Just don't go falling helplessly in love with you right?" I ask.

"Quashie..."

I was being pushy. The pushy personality was coming out but truth was a part of me wanted to be pushy with him. How could you have such hot physical attraction to someone and not want to pursue something else with that person. He did it so naturally. He wanted to "hang", "kick it" but anything more than friends and Adrian would retreat.

"Nevermind," I stated, "Have a nice day."

He was going to say something else but I didn't give him the chance. I immediately retreated to my bathroom and locked myself in there.

I looked in the mirror. When he touched me he made me feel like I was the most beautiful man in the world but afterwards...afterwards this feeling was something else. This feeling made me feel so ugly.

My mood the whole day was a mess. I couldn't hold it off my face. Weren't people who had good sex supposed to be in a good mood? I just found myself pissed. I could EASILY see myself falling for Adrian and the fact that he wasn't even willing to consider a relationship was killing me.

"Tyra is cute but she is no supermodel," Ozzie was telling me as we were sitting at our locker, "Naomi that is a supermodel. There's a difference. You need that bad bitch persona. How CORNY is Tyra?"

"Ozzie I don't care about Tyra or Naomi. These girls are doing nothing for me. They don't give a damn about me."

No one did.

"Ok...you are in a bad mood," Ozzie stated, "What's the issue?"

"Nothing."

"You are lying."

I could care less. I rolled my eyes and started to walk down the hallway. There he was Adrian. He smiled at me and winked but quickly turned away. He was talking to Jackie and a few of his other friends. That was when I saw Rebecca and Aaryn. He had actually been Rebecca's boyfriend. Even if he didn't claim her now there was a time that he was. The jealousy in me started building and then I noticed who Rebecca and Aaryn were talking to.

It was Lauren.

Immediately I walked over. Hell I was already in a bad mood.

"What the hell is going on here?"