The Comforts We Despise MxM (Staten Krown)

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Classes were being held at a new school with ours being closed down for a while. The new school was called Center school. It was almost an hour from my old school and hell to get to. By the time I arrived I was highly annoyed. It was the local public school where as my old school had been the expensive private school. I'm not sure what was the use of it and this new school with these new students were so strange to me. The school had finally opened back up and immediately there was that tension. I felt alone and abandoned. It felt like my life was crumbling slowly and now Jonah was gone on top of that.

I heard a car beeping behind me as I pulled up to the school. It was a weird school. Strange. I didn't want to be here. I wanted my old school. I wanted my boyfriend back. I didn't have that though. I had been fucking abandoned.

The car kept beeping behind me as I didn't move to park anywhere.

The car swerved past me and a boy rolled down his window.

"What the hell man? You blocking traffic?"

I didn't know what came over me. It was this wave of anger as I opened my car door and walked up to the car. All the anger I had built up in me I felt coming out at that moment. I kept thinking about Jackie, Lauren and Jonah.

"Fuck off! You hear me?" I said screaming at the top of my lungs at the car, "You don't know me. You don't know what the FUCK I been through."

The boy was a dark skinned boy...handsome but looking completely stunned. He had this weird look in his eyes as he looked at me.

He raised his hands up while in the car, "Yo relax...I just wanted to make sure everything was ok. You weren't moving your car."

"I'M MOTHERFUCKING FINE. Don't fuck with me!"
Not today.

"Listen, do I know you?"

He didn't look a bit familiar. He'd probably seen me on tv. I had all these interviews already about what happened. Here I was again. I was the victim. I lived with the Hills. One shot up the school and the other died. Everyone wanted the inside. What went wrong with Lauren? How was she like? What finally triggered her? I was the one who should have known the answers to all of those things.

"No. But next time you go around beeping at someone you don't know we can definitely change that."

"You're a dickhead."

That's when I did something that I couldn't believe. I spat on his windshield. I wasn't sure where the hell I was coming at with that but I felt the guy get out of his car immediately. He came at me all of a sudden gripping up my collar and pushing me up against my car.

I could feel my blood getting heated as I wrestled with him trying to throw him on the ground.

"BREAK IT UP!"
That was when I saw Adrian. Great. I wasn't sure what he was trying to do at first.

Adrian came between us and that was when it just happened. I swung my arm as hard as I can and I hit Adrian. I hit him hard in the back of his head. And he stumbled over. My arm hurt.

The other boy looked at me, "He's fucking crazy. I'm outta here."

It actually felt good to have Adrian just look at me the way he was doing. I had been wanting to do that since he put the cops on Jonah. It was because of him that Jonah had been taken away.

"What the fuck?" Adrian asked, "I was trying to break you guys up. I was trying to stop YOU from getting your ass beat."

"Oh I wasn't about to get my ass beat."
"Since when are you a brawler Quashie?"