Secretly Loving Him [MewGulf]

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[A/N: The song playing is Be Mine from Tharn Type: The Series, an English Translation.]

Because you're the guy I want to own

My heart is crying out inside

My heart is crying out, I'll make you realize

Mew saw how hard Gulf is crying now. Every step closer to Gulf, his heart feels like exploding. From the other side of the field, Mew has now reached the center of it, where Gulf and Mild are standing. He looked straight in Gulf's eyes, sending his heart through his song.

I refuse to let you walk with anyone else

I refuse to let anyone else stand beside you

No matter how long it takes

I'll try to make you mine

Gulf just stood there watching Mew with his guitar. The field must have been filled with hearts surrounding them. He can only see Mew, singing right through his melting heart.

"Gulf, are we seeing the same thing? Or am I only hungry and imagining things? Huh, but why would I imagine your P'Mew?" said Mild who just like Gulf, can't believe what they are seeing.

This is the first time they saw Mew holding a guitar, let alone serenading someone. And to think that Mew is serenading Gulf, everything is just so hard to believe.

I refuse to let you walk with anyone else

I refuse to let anyone else stand beside you

No matter how long it takes

I'll try to make you mine

Mew repeated the chorus for the last time and when he finished, he put down his guitar and went to Gulf. He, too, is shaking, nervous. For the first time in his life, he had done something he never imagined of doing. Gulf made him do things he never thought before. Being so happy. Sharing his own story, thoughts. Enjoying the company of others, especially Gulf's. Taking care of a sick guy. Jealous. And now, this, serenade.

"Gulf, do you still remember what I told you earlier? That I like you?"

Mew was waiting for Gulf's answer but the shy guy is blushing so hard that he couldn't say anything. He just let Mew say what he gotta say. He's looking at Mew with full admiration. Even those times from when he used to follow Mew everywhere is flashing back right at him. And now, that guy is standing in front of him, confessing.

"Please believe me when I say I like you. You are the first person who made me change my perception in life. The first person who made me realize who really I was when me, myself, don't know who the real Mew is. The first person who made me do foolish thing such as throwing my wallet just for you to go come and catch me. 555+ I still laugh when I remember that time. And you are the first person who taught me the word JEALOUS. I thought jealousy is only for those stupid people, immature people, childish. But now that I have felt that way, I must call myself stupid, immature and childish. And this song that I sang for you, are the words I wanna tell you. Please don't go with someone else but me. And let me ask you this question: Will you be  mine, Gulf?"