To The Stars | JJK

Chapter 29.

Grace

This! Exactly this! This is what I didn't want to happen.

I always get nervous around guys I like, but never Jungkook. And I loved that, but now, it's all ruined.

I can't concentrate on anything but his arm around me on movie nights.

I listen to his breathing, the way his muscles flex and relax.

How his body shakes when he laughs at the screen.

This is torture. And I feel guilty. But I don't know what to do.

I'm trying to not pay attention to it, but sometimes he catches me off guard.

Like a few nights ago when we were at his house for movie night. 

I came into the room, focused and then I saw him. Shirtless, painting his celling. As I said, it's torture sometimes.

But he's still my best friend and I'm completely relaxed around him. 

Except when shirtless episodes happen, then I'm no way near to being relaxed.

Anyway, today's the day.

It's the finals.

And I'm there 100%.

Ali and Becky have already told me they're tagging along.

But before we go they insist on choosing my outfit. I can't believe they don't trust in my style choices after the green dress last week.

They're rummaging through my closet while I'm making us some coffee when my phone rings in the bedroom.

"It's Jungkook!" Becky yells.

"Ignore it," I say back too quickly. Oops, I did not mean to say that out loud.

"What?" both of their heads poke from my bedroom.

"Is everything okay?" Ali asks.

I fake a smile, "Yeah, everything is just fine," I say, "I've just decided to give him and Sarah some space," I shrug. "I'll send him a text to let him know we're coming for sure."

"Okay, but I don't think Jungkook would ever ask you to do that," Becky says, not sure about my decision.

"I know, that's why I'm doing it." I sip my coffee, desperate for a topic change.

"Come see what we've picked out," Ali drags me to the bedroom.

Three outfits are laid out on the bed and I look at my best friends. Is this their new thing? Dressing me up?

Once I realise that only one outfit has green in it, I have to choose that one.

They both already have something green, Ali a green purse and Becky a green belt. Well I'm going to bit of a more outspoken fan of our team.

I put on the green top, the jean shorts and white sneakers. I add a green ribbon in my hair to finish it off and I'm ready.

We're off and excited for the game.

It's intense, and the opposing team is really good. I have no idea how this is going to end, I just hope out boys pull through.

And they do.

They won!

This games was amazing to watch, nerve-wrecking, but amazing.

We cheer so loud our throats's hurt when our team gets the trophy. I don't miss the big smiles on Jin's and Yoongi's faces. This was their last game.