Pencils And Paper (Anxciet)

Chapter 15

Tw: Cuss words, uncomfort, thinking about sexualitys (not really a TW but just incase anybody doesn't like people thinking about who they are.) and awkwardness.

"Well, you see people can learn different languages and I learned a few..?"

He then answered the other question.

"Also I can't remember how I got here from Spain, I don't really remember my parents and I don't know what happened to them."

He saw virgil giving him a small smile as the boy lied. It felt like the more he thought of it the more real It  sounded.

Virgils father gave an approved nod and a smile at him. He gave an akward one back, trying not to be rude to him since he was literally on this man's house and he had the rights to kick him out.

"Hope you don't mind me asking but, did you grow up in an orphanage?"

Janus scanned the room before replying, "Yeah, but it was a hell hole so I ran away."

The man raised an eyebrow but said no more questions so it was a win win, I guess.

Virgils mother started placing down plates of food and then sat down and dug in. His father ate immediately and Janus was a bit picky but he quickly started eating. Virgil was very hesitant he started covering his hand with his hoodie.

His father was slightly irritated but knew it was no use to get angry at him.

Once Virgil was finished he quickly darted up the stairs leaving Janus alone with his parents. Well his mother ate her food quickly and then she went upstairs to iron some clothes.

It was really akward between him and Virgils father. He kept glaring at Janus and Janus was trying not to crack under pressure.

"You better not make my son gay."

Well that came out of the blue.

Janus was lost for words, "Uhhh, I won't, I don't know if I'm even gay."

That indeed was true, Virgil had never clarified Janus's sexuality when coming up with him as a character and that left him without any idea what or who to even love. Sure he blushed a bit when Roman flattered him but isn't that usual for humans?

The conversation after that was akward the  father just talked about his job in a fancy office job and how much money he made. Janus smiled and nodded, pretending he knew what the hell he was talking about.

After a long and akward few minutes, he got up and placed his plate on the side of the kitchen. He walked up the stairs and saw virgil drawing again.

"Your dad makes me feel fucking uncomfortable."

Virgil shot him a look that said, "you don't know a thing about uncomfort."

He smiled at Virgil as he went back to drawing and sat back on the mattress. He laid down and stared up at the ceiling and back at virgil, he couldn't help thinking about sexualitys.

The last thing he thought about until drifting to sleep,

" Am I  Gay?"