Houston, TX
Parker looked at her self in the mirror, she didn't look like herself and she knew it.
She wiped her tears, she sighed and looked at the pill bottle and the razor . She pulled up her sleeve and closed her eyes letting out a deep breath.
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"This ain't my Parker." Diana said as she walked towards Parker."M-mommy?" Parker said feeling herself brake down
"I miss you soo much mommy, I can't do it no more." Parker said as she wiped her tears
"Baby. Yes you can, Your my lady bug." Diana said
"I can't do it anymore. I need you here with me, I wanna be with you" Parker cried
"This place is lovely but it's not for you lady bug. You stay strong for me, don't pick up that razor nor that pill bottle" Diana said as she pushed a piece of hair out of Parker face
"Mommy." Parker cried on to her shoulder
"You so pretty lady bug, pick your head up your crown is tilting." Diana kissed her cheek
"I love you mommy." Parker said wiping her eyes
"I will always and forever love you my pretty girl." Diana kissed her forehead.
"Please don't pick up that razor or pill bottle ever again." Diana said
"Okay,"
"Promise?" Diana held her pinky out
"Promise." Parker linked her pinky with hers
"Ouuu and that little boy is cute you go girl!" Diana said and Parker looked confused
"Wh- I gotta go they up there having a dance battle!" Diana cut Parker off as she ran off.
Parker opened her eyes and looked down at the razor and pill bottle she quickly threw them away.
She sighed then looked at herself in the mirror, she walked out and cleaned up the whole house .
She went back into the bathroom and she turned the shower water on, she got in the shower and washed herself.
She got out and and dried off and put on some spandex shorts and a big shirt.
She put on music as she cleaned around her room.
"this nigga really picked the lock." Ace said looking at Khalil in disbelief
"Cause she got me fucked up." Khalil said pulling his pants up as he walked to the back towards Parker room with ace, kior and Tyra following him,
He opened Parker door, but she couldn't hear since the music was up so loud.
Khalil grabbed her by her shirt and her heart sped up
"I should brake yo fucking jaw. Shouldn't I," he said calmly and she just stared at him
"I'm talking to myself?" He said raising his eyebrow
"No..." she said and he let her shirt go.
"Turn this shit off." He said.
"Hugs..?" Parker said looking at Tyra and and kior and they ran into her arms
"Girl I missed you so much. I really hope he beat yo ass for this. Because you had me so scared." Tyra said hugging her tightly
"Same I missed you Parker baby." Kior said kissing her cheek making her smile
"I missed you guys too." She said
"Move lemme hug her now." Ace said pushing Tyra and kior out the way
"I got you a fruit roll up and a brisk. Oh and I missed you oh so much!" He said hugging her tightly.
"Aight y'all come on." Ace said as kior and Tyra followed him, Tyra and kior peeked they head back in
"Don't brake no bones on ha either." Tyra said
"Yea punk." Kior said and he jumped at them and they ran.
He closed the door and Parker looked at him nervously.
"Cmere." He said she hesitated before walking over to him only for him to punch her in her chest. Not hard but not soft either.
"Khalil that hurt." She said holding her chest
He just stared at her
"I ain't gon hit chu." He said and she sighed and walked over to him again like a dummy. He punched her in her shoulder twice making her lip quiver
"Cmere." He said grabbing her arm pulling her towards him and he hugged her tight.
"I'm sorry..." she said as she wrapped her arms around his torso and laid her head on his chest
"Why you crying?" He said looking down at her.
"Because.. I don't know.." she said wiping her tears
"Is she okay? I don't hear anything.." Tyra said as she put her ear to the door,
Khalil turned around and opened the door and Tyra fell and kior fell on top of her
"Getcho fat ass offa me girl." Tyra said making kior stand up and dust her self off
"Awww it's all cool now?" Kior said
"Nah. I'm boutta whoop her ass again." Khalil said making Parker frown.
"Oop lets go." Kior said dragging Tyra by her leg out the door and Khalil closed it and locked it
"sit down." Khalil said pointing at the bed as he pulled his pants up
"Talk. Fuck you staring for." He said
"Talk about what.." she said
"Why you ghost us for a month. Why you ain't text nobody back." He said
"I don't know.." Parker said
"Why tha fuck you keep lying to me dude?" He said squinting his eyes at her and she just stared at him
"On my dead granny imma punch you hard as fuck Parker." He said clenching his fist
"I- my mom died.. and I didn't know what to do but cry and separate myself.. I'm sorry I had y'all worried, I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anybody." She said sighing
"You know you could talk to me?" Khalil said
"I didn't wanna bring my problems on you." She said
"You can't be going through a family member's death alone that shit hurt." He said
"I'm always hea for you. Know that." He said
"Thank you." She said
' tell him how you almost was about to kill yourself ' her inner thoughts spoke
' he's going to hit me ' she frowned at her thoughts
' tell him,'
She sighed and looked up, " and today.. before y'all came.. I was going to attempt to kill my self.." she said and she felt a hard pain sent to her chest causing her lip to quiver
"Don't think nor try to do that shit no mo, you hear me?" He said and she nodded
"Cmere." He said and she stood up and wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly
"I missed you." Khalil said
"I missed you too." Parker said
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