Alexander's P.O.V
I woke up with the sun hitting my eyes, I curled up more to avoid the light and John pulled me closer.
"Mhmm.. morning Johnny" I yawned and smiles softly. "Morning Alexander.." "you don't have to be so uptight love, we're together and alone," I looked up at him then he smiled softly, "I suppose I did miss your company.." his smile faded and he looked away.
"Alexander this is-" I quickly cut him off, "don't say wrong John- this isn't wrong. How could it be wrong to love someone?"
"Alexander I'm so sorry I did this to you.." I shook my head, "John I've always been attracted to men and woman, and I've accepted this part of me. Can you try to let your fears go for me..? Just enjoy this?" I looked to him with pleading eyes.
"I... of course Alexander" his expression softened and he kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry love, I just.. I don't want to lose you" I cupped his face and smiled, "you're not going to lose me, I promise." "This just has to remain... our little secret" he said quietly.
"Unlike your dick~" I smirked. "Alexander!-" I laughed and smiled. John got a warm smile on his face. "It would be nice if this didn't have to be such a secret..." I muttered. "Alexander I.."
"What did I say about telling me this is sinful?-" he sighed and nuzzled me. "I know I know- but it is.. Alex I'm-" "John- please. This is who I am, who WE are. And I love you. I love you so so much."
He looked defeated, he knew I was too stubborn to let him slide. "I know Alexander.."
I smirked a little, "say it back~" "say what back?" "Tell me you love me too~" "Alex-" "Johnny tell me you love meeeee~" I giggled and smiles.
"As cute as you are your tricks aren't going to work this tim-" I layed on him and stared into his eyes giving him sad puppy god eyes. "Alex.." "say ittt!" I giggled more and we started wrestling.
No seriously not fucking we're wrestling-
I end up on top of him and pin his hands above his head "sooo?~" I smirked a bit. "..I love...." I got more and more excited. "...you're letters"
I paused for a moment.
"So basically you said you love me!" He blushed deeply "nO I love you-" I cut him off before he could say 'your', "HA I LOVE YOU TOO!" "AlExAnDeR! You litttle-" we wrestled more and laughed.
"...thank you for everything Alexander" I nodded, "of course my love."
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A Little Secret (historical lams)
FanfictionI've always liked the ship lams, but the historical version always felt best to me. I see a lot of stories where they frame John as "gay turtle boi" and as much as I love him- I like the real him best. So basically this is more of a historical lams...
