A Little Secret (historical lams)

Oh Alexander..

Alexander's P.O.V

"I'll see you in a few days my dearest Alexander! Promise me you won't spend these two days working?" Eliza asked me, holding my face gently. I nodded and kissed her cheek softly "I promise I'll sleep, don't worry my dear" she smiled and laughed softly, "I forgot you had the ability to sleep" she joked and kissed my nose.

"Goodbye Alexander!" She waved as got into the carriage with our children. They had already given me their hugs and kisses goodbyes and were ready to leave.

After they left, I knew that I could be with my dearest Laurens. It had been a very long time since I was able to properly embrace him. He never let me show my affections in public. He says his parents tried their best to keep him pure, and although he never liked his father he did hold some sort of honor for him.

He fears that he has "poisoned" me, but I honestly see no issue. What's the word... homosexual. John though tries to deny it, he knows that's how he identifies. I however don't see myself as that, nor straight. I really just enjoy people, why should gender change my view?

But before I let time slip away I have to quickly get prepared for John's arrival. He was due to come over rather soon, so I started right away..

John's P.O.V

My.. partner and child were away for the night, so Alexander thought it would be nice fore me to come over. It's been hard to reject his advances more and more.. I honestly do miss him though I know I shouldn't.

I walked over to his house, checking every now and then for another person. I didn't want anyone to know about our.. affairs.

What me and Alexander do is something I like to keep private. Though honestly I think if he could, he'd tell the world. I don't understand how he can be so cheerful when he knows what could happen...

..I don't know what I'd do without him.

I arrived his place and knocked on the door quickly realizing it was open. I waked inside and looked around for a moment. I soon saw rose petals on the floor. "Oh Alexander.." I muttered to myself, the petals led upstairs.

I followed them and they continued all the way to his room. I opened the door with slight caution. I waked in and the room was filled with candles, rose petals were cascaded on the bed, and of course Alexander laid there.. undressed.

"Hello Johnny~" he smirked undressing me with his eyes. I sighed, "Alexander-" he got up and held my hands. "I just wanted to surprise you love~" he stood on his toes and kisses my cheek.

I laughed a little, "Alexander when did you have the time?" "I can always make time for you~" he winked to me. "Shall we?~" he looked up at me. I nodded and got in bed with him.

(Y'all thought I'd add smut this early? Haha no- not yet horn dogs-)