life is dumb and i want to sleep. (previously called 'i'm sorry')

chapter 1 (someone take this app away from me)

Marinette couldn't do it. She couldn't take it anymore. Which is what lead her to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

Tonight Marinette stands. Just her and her reasons playing around in her head over and over again.

"Adrien will never love me"

"I'm boring, plain, Marinette"

"I'm supposed to be happy, so why live a lie"

"Alya and Nino drifted away"
"They love eachother"
"Little room left for me"

"I keep hurting people"
"I keep hurting Chat"

Chat.

"Chat"
The thought leaves her hopeless
The thought kills her
and so will this.

At the bottom of the large structure holds a mob of thrill-seeking reporters

and one terrified one

"Marinette!" the brunette screamed loud enough for everyone to hear,

including adrien.

~Page Break~

Adrien lays in his bed, ready to sleep.

"Plagg shut the fuck up"

The kwami was chomping loudly on his precious camembert. You would think you'd get used to it after awhile, but that assumption was just as fake as Lila's tits

not that he likes the thought of that, or any part of Lila at all. It takes a lot for the sweet sunshine boy to dislike someone

but she had crossed that line

he completely loathed her.

she was the fakest person on earth, and that was saying a lot considering the fact that he couldn't name a person he considered "real"

except his lady.

all his thoughts seemed to lead to ladybug these days

not that he didn't like it

"Ladybug" he sighed happily as he closed his emerald eyes

"Marinette!"

Adrien jolted awake.

"Plagg, claws out." he demanded. He was scared, but the moment he swung to the source of the rather violent scream....
he was terrified.

Marinette

Marinette stands sobbing. She didn't have time to leave a note, so she had to show him.
"Tikki, spots on"

He'll see the news, he had to know. Its a stupid idea and Marinette new that, but she couldn't stand the thought of master fu telling him that the suicide girl he barely knew, and the love of his life he fought countless battles with

were the same person.

there were gasps from down below, ladybugs identity was compromised, that was for sure. news stations had it in recording. No way she could keep that.

Marinette looks up. One step is all it took....so why couldn't she do it?

"Marinette!"

oh god, Alya knows

Alya knows i'm Ladybug

Let me explain to you why this is a bad thing. When Alya and Nino got together, there began to be little room for Marinette.
Marinette lost her best friend.

but not her biggest fan.

That's all she had left of Alya, so the moment she knew Ladybug was her reject ex best friend, she knew she couldn't live anymore.

so she stepped off.
no, she didn't step off....
she jumped.

and she opened her arms wide

to feel every inch

every inch of pain

but there was no pain

and marinette felt disappointed

she considered the fact that she just jumped from the highest point in paris, made sense.

all her disappointment drifted away when she felt the warmth of whatever the afterlife held for her

and she opened her eyes

bluebell met emerald

and she felt dizzy

Adrien
Adrien sits on a nearby billboard, he couldn't believe his eyes.
This was beyond anything he has ever expected.
He was frozen
Marinette was the sweetest, happiest, bubbliest person you could ever know. so why was she about

to die the most gruesome of deaths

Suicide

the word played in his mind several times

and each time he got dizzier.

He held his head up, steadying his mind and clearing it enough to see properly. He saw Marinette, crying, and mumbling something

"Chat"

Adrien's eyes grow wide. Why him? Why was he the last thing she thought of before sh-she-

"Tikki, spots on"

Adriens thoughts were interrupted by a familiar command.

Adrien stood there in horror

Not only was he going to save his princess,

he was going to have to save his Lady

A large crowd of screams and gasps catch the attention of the blonde boy as he shuffles to his feet and scans the situation

where was she?

he looked at the crowd, but was stopped mid action as he catches sight of his lady hurling towards the ground, "oh my god"

he launches himself in the way of the falling blunette, and soon finds himself clinged to her

he caught her.

he just hung there. speechless. staring at her, her eyes closed.

he panicked for a second, maybe she was hit by a beam, or she fainted, but his thoughts were soon drowned out by the soft whimper she let out after opening her eyes

they just stared at eachother for what seemed like ages, but was probably only a few seconds before his baton hoisted (wtf does hoisted mean) them off to a private place, cheers coming from down below, but Alya didn't care she was saved....

she was broken.

Alya had let her best friend get to the point of ending her life

so she was determined to fix everything