Fragile Hearts(Saifahzon)

Miserable Morning

The bright light landing upon the tips of damp leaves. Rays of the sun shone through the glass window,touching the face of a person who is in someone's arms.

In his beloved man's arms. 

He stared at the sleeping handsome for a long time before the narrow slanting eyes fluttered open and met with his.

The person who just woke smiled giddily seeing the little boy staring at him without a blink.

"Do i look that handsome that you can't even blink?..hmm? Zon?.."

The smaller boy named as Zon got back his senses as he heard the words spoken to him. He smiled faintly and nodded though it wasn't the reason he was in a daze.

"What are you thinking? Spill it out." The taller asked as he sat up a little and leaned on the pillow with his elbow resting on it, towering over Zon that now he even looks smaller. He knows something is up when the smaller boy looks like this.

Zon's smile slowly fades away as he encouraged himself to speak.

"I want to ask you something Phi..." He said very softly.

"What is it?" He started playing with Zon's fluffy dark bands but his fingers stopped their work when Zon blurted out.

"Zen said..he saw you at your faculty's canteen when he passed by to go see Phi Dew..."

"So..?" 

"He said...he saw you eating lunch with a girl.....And that...you two looked like..flirting."

"....." 

"Is that true Phi?.."

".....Yes but no."

"....."

"She said she wanted to borrow some books from me....She also asked me to tutor her. That's all. He misunderstood it as he saw it from a different perspective i guess. And she usually sits at our table."

"....."

"What? You don't believe me?" He raised his eyebrows and asked.

"....I do believe you. I'm just asking." He smiled faintly after saying that and shifted himself and buried his face in the taller's bare wide chest, which the latter pulled him into his big embrace. But it didn't last long when he felt Zon curling up more and his chest becoming wet.

He pulled the smaller out of the hug to look at his face and just as he thought, there were trails of water flowing down his cheeks. He quickly cupped the little crying face with one hand.

"Zon..I said it was a misunderstanding. She's just a friend."

Zon shook his head and sobbed.. and it hurts to see the younger crying like this. It really hurts. Although he might not show how much he loves this boy, he knows himself how much he loves him. Saifah loves him, which is unable to describe in words. Or maybe he just doesn't know how to show it.

"Zon...please stop." 

Hearing his words, Zon immediately wiped his face and stopped crying ,but pain can be seen in his eyes.

"I didn't mean to make you annoyed in the early morning Phi..I'm sorry.." Zon said,trying to control his cracked voice. Saifah was startled of his statement.

"Hey! No. I wasn't annoyed. Why would you think that?"

"I'm sorry.."

"For what actually?"

"I'm always annoying..." Zon said with his eyes crestfallen.

Saifah sighed heavily and made Zon sit up on the bed before grabbing his bare petite body in his arms to let him sit on his laps. He sneaked his hand around the smaller's waist tightly and held his chin to make him look at his face directly before he says.