I opened the door to my house with tears running down my face.
"What happened?" My brother asked.
I looked at him in disbelief, is he really talking to me now?
"Are you kidding me" i told him.
"What?" He asked
"why talk to me now? You havent been talking to me for 2 months, why start now" i asked
"Im worried about you, you look hurt" he said
"Yes because i just found out my boyfriend cheated on me, thank you for just asking about me now" i said
"You know what fuck you, im trying! Im fucking trying" he said
I shook my head and i walked over to my room and i closed the door and i started sobbing in my pillow.
JADENS POV
"You really cheated on her?"
"Bro thats fucked up"
"How could you!"
"What the fuck jaden"
"Are you fucking serious?" I heard voices all around me.
I moved my hands to the roots of my hair and i started tugging on it.
"Jaden! Why did you che-"
"STOP!" I yelled.
"STOP, just stop" I whispered the last part.
I fucked up, i broke my promise and i dont know how to fix it.
I fucked up.
Anger and hurt started to rise to my system, not at anyone but at myself.
"FUCK! I FUCKED IT UP! I dont know how to fix it i seriously dont"
I felt tears fall down my eyes.
I looked at the wall infront of me and i punched it.
"Im sorry" I mumbled.
MADYLAN
"You fucking whore! You do realize that he probably cheated on you because of you? YOUR A SLUT! FUCKING LEAVE" my mom yelled at me.
I dont know what has gotten into her.
I just told her that jaden cheated on me and she snapped.
"M-mom p-pl-please" i sobbed
"FUCKING OUT!" She yelled.
I flinched.
I grabbed a backpack and i threw some cloth in, witg my laptop, my charger and my phone.
As i was walking out of my room my mom pushed me further.
"FASTER!" She yelled.
I felt a tear fall down my face.
I ran outside.
I didnt know where im gonna go but i ran.
2 weeks later
JADEN
i lay down on my bed, madylan has been missing for 2 weeks.
Some people say shes dead, but no one found a body yet.
I havent eaten, drank, or done anything this past few weeks.
I just replay the moment where madylan yelled at me.
I deserve it.
I fucking deserve it!
"Jaden come on man, come out have some fun" bryce told me.
"Why are you even talking to me, I cheated on your best friend, shouldnt you hate me?" I asked him.
"People make mistakes, im sure you didnt mean it bud" bryce sat down next to me.
"I cant, i cant do it"
I mumbled.
"Do what?" Bryce asked
"This, everything, this is fucking hard, i never realized how much my life would be hard without her, bryce i cant handle all of this pressure, i cant, i fucking cant, this, all of this, its too much, the girls hate me, I wouldn't blame them, but i dont know what to do"
I said and i started crying.
"Call her" he told me.
"Bryce shes missing" i told him.
"Try, he replied and i nodded.
He left the room
And I decided to call her.
VOICEMAIL
Uh, hey madylan,
I want you to know i cant,
This is so hard without you,
You probably don't realize that but i fucked up, and i miss you, i fucking miss you and i cant handle all of this,
I hate myself i fucking hate myself.
Please madylan if you're here, please, im begging you, come home.
*long pause*
I Love you.
VOICEMAIL ENDS
MADYLAN
