JADEN HOSSLER
AN HOUR LATER
I decided to listen to the voicemails just in case.
I listened to the first one and my heart dropped, this cant be real, this cant be.
"Hey jaden, *laughs* im not doing so good, as you can see, well you cant see me but you get the point.
I just wish i can see you again one more time, i wish i can just see the sway one more time, but that's okay, once im gone it wont be a problem anymore. I wish i can go now, but uhm i cant so just promise to plant me there, goodbye jaden, i love you, never stopped."
"No no no no no no" I repeat all over again.
I ran downstairs.
"Jaden? where are you going?" I heard anthony say but i just ignore him.
I ran over to the woods not caring that its a 20 minute walk.
Once i reached the bridge i didnt see anything accept a phone and a bottle of pills on the ground.
I grabbed the phone and I immediately knew its for mads.
A tear fell down on the phone.
"This cant be true, mads you cant leave me! Dont leave me! Please dont leave me, i cant do this without you i cant"
I fell down to the floor and i began crying.
"Please god, ill do anything just please bring her back to me."
"Im sorry, im so sorry, I regret all of it, please mads, im so so sorry, im sorry im sorry im sorry-"
"JADEN! Snap out of it!" Someone shook me out of my trance.
I looked up to see Anthony.
"Anthony shes gone! Shes gone and its all my fault, i wont see her again, bryce wont see her again, you wont see her again, her family wont see her, its my fault, Anthony i cant-"
"Jaden calm down, none of this is your fault, hey, look at me, jaden, this isnt your fau-"
"You dont get it anthony! Shes gone! I wont see her again, i didnt even say goodbye! Anthony shes dead! Shes fucking dead and its my fault its all my fault"
I repeat all over again.
"I promised her Anthony, I promised i wont hurt ger and i did! I did, Anthony dont say it isnt my fault because we both know it is! I cant handle this, i cant and i wont"
I told him.
"Jaden, shes gone, and there's nothing you can do about it"
"How do you know that" i asked
"Because it's common sense jaden, you cant bring someone back to life" he said
"You can try" i told him
"Im sorry jaden" he said
I felt myself become numb.
Im fucking numb.
Its all my fault.
I cant.
"What if, i also leave" i mumbled
"What?" Anthony asked.
"If i leave, id be with her, happy, id be happy anthony" i told him.
"You cant do that jaden"
"But i love her, i want to be with the person i love" i said
"She wouldn't want you giving your life away! You know that jaden, jaden youll find someone new i know that-"
"Anthony! I love her! I fucking love her! Imagine you losing avani! You'll go insane! Anthony im going insane, what the hell is happening to me"
"Its gonna be alright"
"Am i? Are you? Anthony you lost your best friend. Madylan is dead, and im straight up losing my mind."
(Teen wolf tings)
"Ja-"
"I think its better if i also leave, ill finally be happy, Anthony dont you want me to be happy?"
"Youll find happiness here, we got you, think of all the people who might miss you."
"I just really miss her" i told him.
" i know"
An:
This is just jadens pov of what's happening..
