the badboy next door

2.i can't believe it

As I drove in the school lot I parked my car and got out and well has you noticed I presume I don't have friends I mean I did in middle school but she moved I cried a lot but I eventually stopped cause it was childish and well usless. I walked to my locker and got out my chemistry booked since it was my first class, I locked my locker and walk to class i felt eyes on me but i just thought it was my peers in the hallway cause i get a lot of that seriously.... it was kinda weird but i payed no mind cause like who wouldn't stare at the nerd with no friends.

that thought soon vanished when i was pushed into an empty classroom which i may point out i hit my hands on the door while i was forced in which hurt a lot. i looked up and my breathing slowed down a little as i realized who was infront of me it was river but i couldn't let him see that he affected me i mean i am attracted to him yes but he doesn't have to know that " wait does he" whatever forget it i looked up trying to be serious..

"what tho hell" i turn and say to him

"well just wanted to get my morning kiss" he said turning to me smirking

while i just stand there trying to process what just came out his mouth just staring at him trying to see if what i am seeing and hearing is real so i decided to do something really stupid i leaned in and kissed him and to my surprise he kissed back grabbing on my waisted holding me up while i put my hands around his neck, when i realized what im doing i pulled away and realizing that he his real and i just kissed him breathlessing i turned and looked up to him he is in shock.

"why did you pull away" he looked at me trying to read my face for any answers on his own but failed so he just kept looking until i answered "well for one you never spoke to me like ever and then all of a sudden you show interest in me really"

what i said caught him off guard he just looked down at me dumbfounded.

" im not trying to use you i swear on that i know i haven't shown any interest in you until today but that's because i never knew how to approach you and after this morning when i saw you looking at me......and then memories from this morning hit and i watch as he continue to talk......i realized i had to talk to you" .

and i looked at him trying to see if he is lying or telling the truth and i turned to walk away not believing a word he just said but felt him hold on to my wrist to stop me,

"i know you don't believe me but let me prove it to you" he said his voice soft

i looked at him in the eyes i watch has his blue eyes held what i thought i would never see in it sadness, fear and hope.

"how will you prove it"

"you will see" he said as he opened the door for me to walk out and i did thank god the hallway was empty, wait oh my god the hallway is empty im late for class so started to run has to walk in the class Mr. Johnson already started the lesson he looked up at me.

"nice of you to join us Ms. payne don't make it a practice"

"i wont sir"

i said and started walking to me seat only to be pushed at the back of the class to an empty seat 'what is it with people pusing me today'.