Thinking About It...

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Zoe's POV

*Next Day*

I let my cousin take care of Robbie while I'm was buying milk... ugh! When I saw Andy yesterday, I almost broke down, didn't seem obvious but I almost did... Literally

Well, sure I miss Andy but what of he does it again. I want my son to grow up with a dad but... I just can't take a risk... I could try but won't... Maybe... I don't know...

I went home with the groceries then saw Robbie and Sarah (my cousin) playing.

Sarah left and Robbie took a nap, he must be tired... And I'm depressed!

I went up in my room then took a nap too...

*5:30 pm*

I woke up then went down stairs to make food... I heard the door bell ring, I opened it and saw my other cousin, Ryder...

"Ryder! Hey, What's Up?" I said hugging him and he hugged me back

"Hi little Z... I got kicked out of the house because I took drugs..." he said

"WHAT!?" I yelled shocked

"Just Kidding! I just  got kicked out because my parents found out I was gay..." he explained

"Oh, so that's why you have your bags... Sure, anything for my favorite gay cousin" I joked

I let him in and showed him his room and he unpacked. I went back to cooking because I only cooked food for Robbie and I since I didn't know Ryder was coming.

He went downstairs with Robbie and they sat while I put the food on the table then sat with them with plates in front of them.

"Thanks little Z, I own you" he said then took a bite "Yummy as always" he added

"Thanks but you don't have to own me anything" I said then took a bite, Robbie was having a hard time eating, I was going to help him but Ryder was closer so he helped him instead, I think I know what he owes me now.

"Ryder, just for exchange with you staying here, can you take care of Robbie everytime I go out?" I asked, more like said since he does owe me, he turned to me with a curious look

"Well, I know now" I added

"Well, what is it?" he asked

"You babysit my child everytime I go out to buy stuff or something like that" I explained

"Okay" he agreed, we all finished, Ryder took Robbie to his room while I washed the dishes since I don't want roaches crawling around the place then when I was done I went to my room and slept...

"NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!? YOU WERE ON TOP! KISSING HER AND YOUR HAND UNDER HER SHIRT!!! ARE YOU SURE IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!? You Know What! I'm Done! We're Done! I gave you your last chance last night and no more!"

I walked around the club but I didn't see him, I just decided to go back in the car and wait for him, when I slid in the passenger side I heard moaning on the back seat, I checked it then saw Andy fucking some other girl... No Way!!!

"GET OUT MY LIFE!!!"

"Zoe... I'm sorry! PLEASE! Come Back!"

I shot up of bed... What was that!? What The Actual Fuck!!!

I ran out of bed the changed into some over sized shirt, leggings and tied my hair into a messy bun, I ran down then put on my converse then headed out to slide in my car and drove to his school.

When I got there, I saw a woman that was wearing a pencil skirt and polo tucked in and was heading to a car, I'm guessing it's hers...

I went out then went to her

"Hi miss" I said and she turned to me with a smile and it didn't go away

"Yes?"

"Well, is Mr. Biersack in there?" I asked pointing at the school

"Yes, he's in his office, is something a matter?" she asked and I shook my head

"No, I just wanted to enroll my son" I lied and she nodded and let me go to his office. its weird because she's letting me with these clothes. I look like a beggar, not really but I'm a mess.

I remembered the office and I'm surprised a lot of teachers still remembers me and of course the one who sent me to his office still hates me 'cause of the way she looks at me.

They let me in so I knocked on Andy's door and he said 'Come In' and I did

I came in and when he looked up he stared at me in shock the stood up.

"Zoe... Are.., You going to... Let me explain? Please?" he asked/said/begged then I nodded

"Okay, thank you... Well, uh, her name is Erica, she is my ex girlfriend and she found our house, well, when we used to be together then she kissed me just like that, I couldn't stop myself, its like she got me on a spell that time... I'm sorry, please be mine again?!" he begged

"Andy... I still don't trust you but sure I did miss you and I wanna get back together but... never mind, lets just be friends?" I asked

"*sigh* Fine..." he sounded disappointed but he needs to face it...

We talked a bit more about life without each other and I realized he was going through a rough time, I feel so guilty!

I went home after I got his new contact number. I saw a note on my door and it said

Your food is on the table, Robbie is fine, get a good full tummy and nice warm sleep ~Ryder

My cousin is so sweet... lol. I ate the food then went to my room and slept...

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