Hey guys, I know this update is really early, but I can't lie this sit on my Wattpad till Friday, so I'm giving it to you now. Hope you like it.
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"Harry, I love you."
That was years ago.
Our love was a twisted kind of perfect. And, it was something we treasured, something that kept the fire going. His sweet words would fill my head, and they would dance around in my mind. I smile at the memories. "What's wrong Mrs. Styles?" The nurse asked. I shake my head. "Just memories." I say.
Yes, Harry and I got married a little over a year after our true love was established. The real reason we got married a little early was because I was pregnant with our little baby boy. His name was going to be Benjamin.
I remember painting his nursery.
Flashback
"I like the gray color, and especially with the yellow. I mean it's a safari theme." I told Harry as I held up the color swatches to the wall. He nods. "Anything you want." Harry says softly as he squats down so he's eye level with my baby bump. He rested both his hands on my stomach. "How are you? Daddy can't wait to meet you my precious little baby." Harry says softly to my stomach placing a soft gentle kiss on the middle, then laying his head on my stomach. I smile looking down at my sweet husband. I mouth an 'I love you' and he does the same.
"I have an idea." Harry says suddenly. I raise my eyebrow wondering what on Earth he had an idea about. Harry having an idea is scary. "I can't tell you it's a secret, you just have to wait." He says getting up and leaving the room. I look down to my belly. "What silly idea does daddy have? Do you know? Mommy would love to know." I say with a smile.
Two Weeks Later
"Okay...open." Harry says, he removes his hands from over my eyes. I cover my mouth with my hands and gasp. I look at one wall of the nursery, it's a sunset with silhouettes of safari animals on the bottom. I smile throwing my arms around Harry kissing him. "So you like it?" He asks with a smile too. I nod my head, "You can't paint, how did you do this?" I say, he puts his hand over his heart looking offended. "I paid Zayn to do it. I know how much you like sunsets, and I know how much I like you, so I did this." He says wrapping his arms around my waist kissing my nose.
"Now all we need is our little Benji."
End of Flashback
I was six months pregnant when the doctor told us I had a miscarriage. I couldn't remember the last time I had cried as hard as I did when they told me the news. Even Harry was heartbroken. The tears we cried couldn't bring our little Benji back. Nothing and no one could.
I slept in the nursery after that. Harry would let me be alone, he knew I needed time, and so did he. Time passed slowly, the days were long. I spent the majority of my days staring at the walls. There was nothing to do, and I wasn't healing, I was dying.
That was the hardest year of my life.
It was the year I lost two of my favorite people. My mom being the other. I didn't have a big connection with her, but she was and always will be my mother. My isolation was at an all-time high, I let my misery swallow me. I wanted the Earth to split, and swallow me alive. Harry knew he needed to do something.
Flashback
"Babe, you can't keep beating yourself up over things you can't control." Harry says softly wrapping his arms around my waist. I look into his green eyes, they held a gleam of hope, hope to save me. I nod. I can't beat myself up.
"I'll help you. Because, I love you Isabelle."
End of Flashback
Those were the last words he said to me before he took me to this hospital. I've been here ever since. He visits me every Sunday. He always brings me my favorite flowers. Hibiscus. He tells me about his week, and his new wife. Yeah, Harry got remarried.
I told him he needed someone to care for him, to look after him. He found someone, according to Harry she's everything he ever wanted. I hope she is, because I was diagnosed with a brain tumor yesterday. I don't want him to know, so I'm not telling him. He'll see me today and that's all that matters.
"Hey." I hear that husky low voice say, I turn my head to see my one and only true love, Harry. "Hey there stranger." I say to him. He walks over to me, kissing me on the forehead. "How's your week been? Any news?" He asks as he sets down the bouquet of flowers. I shake my head at him. "You?" I ask, hoping some news for Harry had come. He smiles. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. I'm going to be a dad. Samantha's pregnant." I smile at him, congratulating him.
"I have to leave early, but I'll see you soon?" He asks kissing my forehead. I nod my head. "Yeah, I'll see you later." I say holding back tears. I won't say goodbye to him, I won't, and this isn't a goodbye, because I will see him later. He goes to the door holding it open. "I love you." He says to me. "I will always love you Harry."
I Promise.
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Okay, so that's it you guys, that's the end of the story. I hope you liked the book.
There probably won't be a sequel to the story, but you never know. I change my mind all of the time.
But, thanks for all the love and support, I couldn't have done it without you all.
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